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I feel like I'm being buried by so much. Addiction, depression, anxiety, sickness. It's like even when my mind is clearer, something is wrong. I can't ever just feel okay. But I'm trying to breathe...

I slipped. I couldn't resist the temptation. The urge was strong last night and I was bad.The guilt kept me awake, I think, cause I slept horribly last night.Today, now after work, i feel like my...

After work, I was so exhausted, I slept most of the night. I wasn't even thinking about journaling. So here I am today.Work was okay - can't say it was good or bad. It had its moments of both. But...

As Aaliyah sang "if at first you don't succeed, dust yourself off and try again". Today, I've resolved to change my attitude. To control the things that I can control and let go of what I can't. I...

I hadn't been to the dentist for 25 years (there about - last time I went I was a child, I assume it was for a cleaning. We stopped going when we moved, then my dentist went to jail - can't remember...

I'm not really sure why I stopped journaling, but everything is a bit overwhelming right now and I figured this might help straighten out some of my thoughts.On Monday, my oldest brother tested...

Last night did not go well. I relaxed and drifted off to sleep easily. But I woke up a few times, and then for good about 6 hours after I initially fell asleep. I ended up throwing the weighted...

Well, I went to bed too late. Like after midnight too late. Since I wasn't sleepy, I stayed on my phone until I realized it was after 1 am. I put my phone down, then tried to relax. Trying to breathe...

Last night was better than the night before. Well, sleep wise. It's crazy how time creeps up on you, before you know it, it's bedtime. I put my phone down and curled up for bed about 10 minutes after...

I'm not so good at journaling, but maybe if I try to keep a sleep journal, it could help me get better sleep. About a week ago, I had a crazy dream and it disturbed me up until I texted my best...

My last vacation for this year started on Friday. I have been looking forward to getting away from work. And yet, I miss it. I keep thinking about random things at work, I keep having dreams...

Christmas still to go. It's always something in retail. You gotta take the bad with the good, though. I still struggle with that and I've been at my store for 12 years.I'm still struggling balancing...

Yesterday at work, I worked in another department. I was so thankful to be away from the registers - especially when we got super busy because of Thanksgiving. And working in the other department was...

Where to start? I have so many emotions going on, I don't even know which one I feel the most. I feel like a smashed box of crackers. Maybe there's a few intact, but for the most part, I'm in pieces....

I just haven't felt like I had much to say lately. I think for the most part, for the last 2 weeks, I've been numb. Not many feelings, not much going on. Just going through the motions. If I've had...