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- Just before Christmas, my mother took an overdose, apparently left a suicide note and her testament.One of my brothers briefly telephoned me the news, adding that"anyway, the house is worth nothing", which I saw as a way of coning me .They must have...
- My husband suffers from Bipolar disorder and PTSD.He keeps buying gadgets from Internet;He does not have a credit card anymore but goes behind my back and manages to get my number.I need a credit card to function in life.i do not know how to...
- The majority of therapists work under the influence of destructive interpretations culled from both Western and Oriental religions, which preach forgiveness to the once-mistreated child. Thereby, they create a new vicious circle for people who, from...
- I am 62.I lost a lot of my teeth and suffer from dentist phobia.Until now everything went well as I was able to mention I have PTSD and I found a very soft dentist.She had to pull out another tooth which now leaves an ugly gap.After giving me an...
- As I explained before, the lack of boudaries on this board prevents me from staying on it.I wish you good luck on your road to recovery.
- I had to leave another board.I tried to bring the issue of feeling unsafe on that board.I could not believe people's reactions toward a guy who is still in denial for the children he abused.His having been abused in his childhood naturally draws...
- Inside this week's "special Christmas gifts" with Franois Hollande on the cover, there is a whole dossier on incest, incestuous relatives and incestuous pregnancies.It opens with my story.First I got a shock, seeing my name althoughI had insisted...
- Yes, I know it is the ultimate taboo and trigger.Our voices have to be heard hough, for us, our children and further generations who do not have to go through that.I am aware it is very often locked up somewhere safe, we had to dissociate in order...
- I feel very stressed out;My husband has just been taken to the urgencies after taking masses of pills.Today, I had discovered he had another compulsive spree of purchases on the net( third time in a month).Each time, he had promised that would...
- Last meeting with my therapist;,I explained to him how as a teen ager,I took refuge in the English language(my mother tongue is French)That way, I had the feeling I was safe from my abusers's control and intrusion as my parents did not speak nor...
- I never experienced this feeling before.I have just become a grand mother again.A beautiful little girl called Valentine who is so calm and serene.I am very happy.________trigger____________________A few weeks before her birth, I got triggered and...
- Did you find that your alters told you the things you needed to find out about your abuse?Today, I had a session with my new therapist.On learning that my mother was 84, he told me I would have to do the mourning of ever finding the truth about my...
- I have just posted on the incest survivors's board about an awful flash back.I do not have the strength to repeat it.Please, help if it relates to you or even, if it does not;I feel it did not happen to me, i am making it up but why would i make up...
- I had this new fb this morning.It feels like I am ready for psychiatric hospital like my evil mother predictedi would end up and where she tried to put me in since I was 18 years old.I had another previously and that was what had partly motivated me...
- It would be comical if it was not so tragic.Last week, after terrible flash backs, I relived being abused by the protestant pastor on the retreat to prepare us for our solemn communion.I was 15.Why did I only remember last week? Apart from the...