superwomanNicole

superwomanNicole

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Age: 26
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So this is liable to be a bit long but here goes. My name is Nicole and i am a single mom to 3 soon to be 4 kids. putting it simply i am not perfect people! here is my story for those who want to know. Im the youngest of four, and the only girl. My mom died when i was six and my dad started to drink or maybe he did before, i dont know. he blamed me for her death because i look like her and although my brothers tried it was just easier for them to not be around me. he used me as a punching bag, and when i got to be around thirteen occasionally would rape me. i dont mean to sound calous about it or anything but its the way it was. when i was fifteen it was found out and i went to live with my oldest brother. after that i went through a wild streak. i partied, did drugs, never drank but with all else i did that doesnt seem like a big deal. i met Charlie (now an ex) when i was sixteen and we just clicked and started dating. i got pregnant pretty quickly and had my oldest Hailey in 2017 at the age of 17. Charlie well he wasnt exactly attentive but he stuck around, even if he still went out partying while i started to actually give a damn about my life. i got pregnant again and had another daughter, Jenna, in late 2018. then another one just in early 2020, Riley. about a month after i had her i came home earlier than i thought from a day of shopping/paying bills (with covid i try to do it all in one day instead of going out here and there) and found him naked in bed with another girl with drugs (coke to be precise) with our daughters watching cartoons in the living room. i kicked his ass out. i just found out i am expecting again and well im kinda scared because this will be the first one in which i feel truely alone. there is more going on in my life but ive covered the major aspects. befriend me to learn more.

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