forloveisblind
Status: "If I only could, make a deal with God and get her to swap our places, if I only could...."
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So my mother might be very Ill, potentially.. and I know its just potentially but it puts things into perspective... If she dies.. my father will be broken and we all will want to be here for him......
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So.. Kelly talked to me a couple days ago and today.. only to tell me that my ex-brother-in-law's dog, Storm died. Storm was a really great dog.. I will miss her but it wasn't like I was going to...
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I have been thinking so much these last several days about myself and how I have changed over the years. Looking back to the time BEFORE I was with Kelly... I had a plan. I made lists and fulfilled...
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My best friend in the whole wide world makes me so happy....:) :) :) :)She rocks!!!
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Today was a good day but.. I managed to mess it up. I screwed up and didn't fill my med's last week so I ran out this morning. I will miss a few doses.. and I can feel the effects already. Panic,...
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Today, I am trying hard to turn my thoughts of her off...But I can't help but miss her touch, warmth and beauty.As much as she's hurt me, I still love her in many ways.. not in love with her anymore...
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Demons come back to haunt when you are getting better.. they ruin passion and make vulnerability. Being afriad is just a small portion of what the real thing is doing to you as it resurfaces all the...
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Today I am missing my people.. I have taken an amazing liking to a few wonderful people here on this site.. they know who they are. I am enjoying their company and conversation by the minute and...
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Everything is my fault all the time,I am not worth the hassle.Maybe I should quit it, everything and all things.It might be better for us all.
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So..This weekend I have been uncomfortable, restless, irritable and in pain...I went to a family reunion that was, a farce to say the least. I greeted everyone with a hug and a smile, it was their...
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I hope no one is upset that I'm not writing them back yet (I have several!!), I spent the entrie day until just now with Evan. I am off until Sunday.. camping.. family reunion actually and I am...
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Sometimes I wish I could stop caring about people that walk all over me. Why is it so hard to let them go?Man I hate myself sometimes, I could be in a different time and place if it weren't for me...
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It's a fire,These dreams they pass me by,The salvation I desire,Keeps getting me down.'Cause we need to,Recognize mistakes,For time and again. So let it be known,For what we believe in,I can see no...
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I feel much better now.. Today I spent the day with Evan (the little man I take care of) and it was better. We sepnt the day at the park and walking, took him to the groccery store and bought him his...
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Ahhhhhh!!!I swear, if I didn't just spend money on getting my hair cut all nicely for Goddess knows why!?!?! I would rip my *ucking hair from the folicles on my damn freakin' head!!I don't know why I...
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