forloveisblind
Status: "If I only could, make a deal with God and get her to swap our places, if I only could...."
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So I am fairly stoked about this Thanksgiving weekend which is weird for me right now to be excited about anything but.. hey I will take what I can get! I spent the night at my best friend's place,...
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You say that you're leavin'Well that comes as no surpriseStill I kinda like this feelingof being .. left behindThis ain't nothing new to meWell its just like going homeIts kinda like the sunsetsThat...
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What is this love that I leave behind?How can I turn from the tears in your eyes?What is this world where we always pretend that its..worth it?Worth it in the end..What is this life we share that I...
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I'm back on the suicide wagon again..It's been a long time but I can't truly handle things anymore except now I have a partner in my life and its even harder because they only reason I won't do...
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so.. i havent been on here in a while but i am seeing someone new!yaaaay!!I think i am in love..so.. i don't have much to say but i am doing well.some people have to change their views on the subject...
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So...I have been working.. and not thinking or being emotional very much since i have gone on a higher dose of meds. I just.. don't feel much and I was warned of that so here we go..I have been...
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So... last i wrote about that silly thing I did. I am going to see a psychiatrist now.. and I finally opened up a window to my past that I thought I had forgotten - to my parents. They were.. well I...
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So I am never on here anymore I know. I have been so busy with work and more work and being crazy. Things lately have ben though. I tried to OD on meds and it only landed my in the hospital. I am now...
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So I am never on here anymore I know. I have been so busy with work and more work and being crazy. Things lately have ben though. I tried to OD on meds and it only landed my in the hospital. I am now...
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It's a long way down to the place where we've started from...Long, long way...And I've been lost for years..
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Today, work was good. One of my client'd behaviours were down today, I think he is getting sick. We have a foot of snow at least and it's -25 outside right now (centigrade for all the americans.....
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So..It's been a long while since I have written a journal entry.. and I think its because I have been so busy. Working a full-time and a part-time job and spending quality time with my Lady.. life...
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OH HELL YES!I got the job... I am so freakin' excited I can barely breathe... I cannot wait to begin and learn, apply my knowledge and expand.. go back to school part time with a direction.. I am...
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I am in love. She is beautiful and wonderful.I miss her like crazy.. every minute of every day.She has my heart in her hands.. She will forever...:)
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So.. I sit here with a blaring headache.. awaiting 2am for my little man's dose.. and I am just feeling bad all around.I hurt physically, mentally and emotionally and I have no idea when things are...
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