Demons come back to haunt when you are getting better.. they ruin passion and make vulnerability. Being afriad is just a small portion of what the real thing is doing to you as it resurfaces all the anger and sadness, disdain and humiliation. I am afraid of what these things can do to me. What they have done and what they are doing now. I want my light back.. its too dark and cold to exist. I want things to stay burried. Not alive. Keeping everything at bay.How do I?
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I wish I knew friend. I wish I knew. I am going through not the same thing, but my circumstances are...similar. Know you are not alone...know that. And that I love you.
i am here know matter when you need me. things will get better and i will stay by your side to help protect you from those demons until you are ready to deal with them. just know that i will hold your hand through whatever surfaces that you need help with. i will be here for you always.
That is a good question! I wish I had the answer, and try as they might I dont really think anyone knows the answer. Sending you hugs and a little peace!!