Ahhhhhh!!!I swear, if I didn't just spend money on getting my hair cut all nicely for Goddess knows why!?!?! I would rip my *ucking hair from the folicles on my damn freakin' head!!I don't know why I even BOTHER with some *ucking people sometimes.. They just bring me down and make me angry.. I swear I haven't been this angry in weeks... The blood is surging through my veins at top speed just because some *ucking floosey that I call a friend (I HAVE NO IDEA WHY) thinks it would be nice to stomp the s%it out of me for no reason... I have bent over backwards for her and all I have ever gotten from her was s%it-on.. Not only did she do that but she insulted me, she called me every name in the book and made me look like a complete a$$hole - - - WHY? You know.. I have been friends with her since high school and she was cool then.. now she's got issues but she refuses to get help -- she has an addiction.. I have come to her so many times trying to help her and she refuses.. I know when to stop. But as soon as she is angry, has a bad day or gets in a fight with someone - its me she comes to .. and she takes it out on me like I am nothing. I have stood up for myself many times but what can I say, I am weak. I care about her and I know its not her fault. I want to help. *uck I can't believe she called me that... word that I hate... for nothing...AAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I just want to run down to dark, dimly lit streets and scream at the top of my lungs...That or someone smother me with a pillow..