forloveisblind
Status: "If I only could, make a deal with God and get her to swap our places, if I only could...."
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So.. this is my HORRORscope for today... couldn't be more true eh?sheesh... "You're a little cranky, but that's just a sign that you need to slow down and process all the big emotional business that...
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I am feeling a bit lonely today. I'm kind of distant from everything and everyone .. in many ways I want to keep it that way. I hope thats not too sad.. I don't know. I'm having trust issues right...
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Today is a rather Blah kind of day. Its misting rain and has been since 5am this morning when I woke up..I think tonight I'll focus on my craftiness.. I am in a weird mood. I could really use a hug...
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I'm not sure why I am so upset right now, about Her. Not being together feels so awkward, but she doesn't want anything to do with me. I don't think I am a repulsive or unkind person but there has to...
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Please look at my new pics....Saiger was my dog... he unfortunately went with his other Mommy in the divorce... I miss him today.:(
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I can't sleep.. this is incredibly frustrating.. thank Goddess you can't see my big, black bags and circles around my eyes... sheesh.Its a good thing I have good music to listen to.. at the moment...
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Ok, I said I'd write again and so here I am... faithfully... that never changes..Today was okay, did a lot of deep meditation and centered myself and it was nice. I thought a lot about the people...
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It's 11:00am here and well.. I haven't gone to sleep yet, now I'm grumpy!Sleeping last night was apparently not allowed in my household so.. I read a new book cover to cover and watched the movie...
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Today was surprisingly decent I must say.. I am really surprised... But relieved none the less. Even if I have a bad day tomorrow, at least I know I can have some good days.. I haven't had one in 3...
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Today...Sucks. I have been thinking about my Ex all day and missing Her like Crazy Mad Cow! It's sad really.. I just want to look into her eyes and see her smile - Her letting me know without saying...
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As with any other day, I began by having to pry myself from the comfort of my bed. My medication has definitly messed up my whole routine.. oh yes and of course those pesky tremors only get worse...
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