Sometimes I wish I could stop caring about people that walk all over me. Why is it so hard to let them go?Man I hate myself sometimes, I could be in a different time and place if it weren't for me making those "heart" driven decisions.. now look at me?"This life is a farce, I can't breathe through this mask - like a FOOL" Drowning..
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I completely relate with you on the whole \"mask\" thing...I feel like no one has ever seen the uncovered, real me. Its like im too scared for them too, like they\'d reject me...So I just keep on pretending and being nice to everyone no matter what they do to me. I understand. Here for ya gal. You\'re in my prayers :)
I understand that feeling, It\'s too bad that we have to feel that way but I think its our way of protecting ourselves too.
I know exacly that drowning all too well, but we are here- all of us at DS- to throw you a life preserver. Don\'t be afraid to fall as we are all here to catch you.
Hey, you are not alone. I am sure most of us can say shoulda, coulda, woulda, in hind sight. At least you know you have a heart that is driven. Some people in this world have hearts of stone. You hang in there. Life is a learning experience.
Don\'t drown. Tomorrow will hopefully better. I will pray that you will see things differently in the future.