Patience - NOW!!!
Is there such a thing as transitional anxiety? I think there is in my own strictly personals. Even when my circumstances were at their worst, change was still scary. Things can always be worse and the leap of faith that they can be better remains a difficult leap to take.
My anxiety continues swelling at every action I take here at the end of my first week of transition from random touring to area-specific scouting. I find myself swinging from doubting my purpose here to impatience at the lack of instant welcome and discovery. What was it I am scouting for? Specifics, please. Can I just run back to my business as usual in Texas? It isn't perfect, but at least it is predictable.
I am reminding myself that a week isnae a very long time. Small steps, big faith and lots of prayer (by whatever name).
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All will come to you with 'patience' your way will become clear.
I hope with Percilly at your side for company, and a walk will reduce the anxietyk...
Scouting for...A way to live your life with peace and happiness...?
You will figure out what to do. Trust your instincts. ((Hugs)) but don't mistake instincts for anxiety. I do that a lot.
I doesn't know, I only believe that the hardest part of telling my instinct from my anxiety is that anxiety has it's roots in the survival instinct. Kinda like a hydrogen bomb is related to water?
It's a tangled web