Frustrated and upset

so this will be short because I am frustrated and short on time.

If I am frustrated, would you rather me slam my car door, or punch the car window until it breaks? There is no in between. Yes I have anger issues, but I do not take them out on living creatures, so for you to blatantly make fun of me for being upset and frustrated is childish. Especially when you don't know what I was upset over...I lost the guardian angel stone my dad gave me a few years ago. Something that he himself had found for me, (dad usually left the gifts for mom to pick out)

We had a Easter concert tonight, and I had a solo.  It has been hard for me to sing solo's since my dad died, but I had the stone, and knew I could get through it with him, but then the stone vanished, and I tore my car apart trying to find it.  Yes I got angry, because I needed it.  

But then for 2 grown women to make jokes over it, not asking what is wrong or anything, just assuming God only knows what.  Yes his death was a year and a half ago, but it is still fresh for me, and I have a hard time doing anything brave without him.

So don't be surprised if I have nothing to do with you for a while.