I am done.

So this is a long story that I am going to try to make short.  About a year and a half ago, while I was pregnate, we had a crisis with my moms dog.  My husband and my housemate paid for a life saving surgery because we couldn't afford it.  It later came out that I manipulated her into helping even though that wasn't my intention.  So after the surgery and nearly $7000 in fees, my housemate gets in a fight with my brother over it, first throwing out that she didn't wanted paid back but of course my brother who can't hold his temper in throws out he will pay her back.  A year later, my housemate decides that she is going to have this long conversation about how I am apparently a maniplative lying bitch because I get depressed and contemplate suicide, little does she know how many times I slit my wrist to keep from overdosing and killing my baby.  

ANYWAYS, so now I am trying to figure out how to get the money since it is all apparently my fault anyways.  I think if I could get her paid back she would stop treating me like a lepper, but we would also be able to start trying to get our own house which i think is the only way that I would be able to heal. Currently my baby is asleep beside me, and I am struggling to not do something stupid.  I would start a gofundme if anyone would help, but I know better, no one ever helps me.