kittycat72d
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- I feel like crap today physically and mentally. I am in alot of pain with my back and my neck I cant even turn my head either way. I feel so off today for some reason. I feel like disconnected I guess you could say. I feel like im in a fog and not...
- I woke this morning feeling down and in a lot of pain. My back has been hurting me for awhile now and now I woke up with a stiff neck blah. I cant tun my head to the riight with out having pain. I get shooting pains down my legs sometimes when...
- I have been doing some research on grieving and I really dont think I grieved yet. My mom passed away in jan 2001 and yes I was sad and cried in the beginning but then just went on with my life. Now all of a sudden I have been thinking of my mom...
- Well I went to my depression support group today.I swear I dont know if it is even worht going to. I go there we share what happens in our week blh blah blah ect. I shared my week what happened and what not. I ended up crying my eyes out. Someone...
- I am just writing a quick not my meds are kicking in so cant focus to long. I feel so emotional tonight. One minute I was fine the next minute I was balling my eyes out. I just dont get it. I have alot on my mind lately but still dont understand why...
- I don't know if this applies to anyone but thought I would ask it anyway. I got a notice in the mail today for Jury duty.:( Has anyone have had to deal with this? If so how do you get out of it? It says on the back to get a letter from your physian...
- I got some good news today. I went to hand in my job search papers at the career center. Well I explained to the lady I had my med deferral form filled out and she asked me where is it. I told her I am giving it to my case worker like you told me...
- I need someone to chat with if anyone is around?
- http://www.healthyplace.com/blogs/breakingbipolar/2012/09/people-think-mental-illness-all-in-head/Check it out and give it a read. I thought it was interesting.
- I am feeling very depressed and unsettleed tonight for some reason. I just dont get it. I am tired of feeling like crap. I dont remember the last time I felt good. It has been years I would say.I am trying to wait out and see if my med change will...
- I feel very drugged up today and out of it. Since my pdoc upped my Remron it is kicking my butt. I am hoping maybe it takes awhile to adjust to it. I can hardly keep my eyes open here and just feel very spacy. I also have a headache to. I will give...
- I am very pissed off and upset tonight. I went to go hand in my job search papers well I only had 20 hours and you are suppose to have 30 hours so needless to say they wouldnt accept it. The lady basically said to me well if you cant do it owell....
- ok going to tory to write this again without facebook freezing up on me. I got back from my pdoc a little while ago. Here is the scoop. She is taking me off of the prestiq because of high blood pressure issues and sexual difficulties. I am staying...
- I am feeling very depressed tonight and very anxious. I feel like I can not do anything and when I do I dont do it right. I feel like a failure. I am never going anywhere is life it seems and never will. I will be alone the rest of my life to. I...
- I need some prayers plase. I have a tough 3 weeks ahead of me. I have to go through this work program in order to get finacial assistance and I have to put lots and lots and lots of apps out. I have to put 30 hours of apps out each week which is...