sorry kitty. (((hugs)))

it seems you've been stuck in a bad place for quite a while now. maybe a med tweak might help? i would talk to my psychiatrist, if i were you.

I have the same thoughts.... I want to remind both of us, feelings are not facts! This is no the rest of are life, this is another frickn bout of depression...

I'm broke and crazy, and alone - BUT I"m online with a bunch of friends that care, and I have internet, a home, car - so many people have worse problems. I DO wish I would go POOF and not deal with this - Depression. Yet, it sucks, and I'm stuck or sinking....

Since I have no choice, I'll suggest we both be gentle and understanding - brain chemicals rule, we need to fight this - hold on. The only thing I can do is hang out here, this is better than inpatient or homeless...

Hold on my friend - I'm going for a med adjustment, anything you can try? ((((BIG HUG)))))

depressed for a long time too when they couldnt get my meds adjusted right but I would still tell my pdoc if I were you how down you are. If you dont have a pdoc then a GP or internist.

My tdoc would tell me to god to the mall and just sit there with a cup of coffee for an hour and watch people go by.

I have been alone for 12 years, I know what you mean, (sigh). You will go places though the depression will lift and you will be on an even keel soon.

Hugs

hang in there kitty...xx I'm sorry you're in this dark place

I hear you, kitty. I'm still trying to keep my head in straight since leaving the hospital...still depressed, totally anxious. try and keep it together...we're all pulling for ya ams thanks for sharing. good lick, friend

Kitty-- It's always darkest before the dawn. We all suffer lows, albeit different for each person and we feel like this is the end. It isn't. The sun comes out and your mood brightens and suddenly the world looks colorful again.

If I were suffering I would get ahold of my doc and get his advice. Maybe your meds need to be adjusted. maybe you just need a friend to vent to. This forum is the perfect place to talk and listen.

We all suffer from one general affliction, bipolar disorder but our experiences are different. That doesn't mean we can't relate because we can. Open up in this forum and seek some advice from those of us that suffer too.

Good luck Kitty. We're here if you want some friends to lean on.

Sorry you're going through such a rough time kitty.. Depression is such a dark enemy..
Are you seeing your doc soon...If I'm this way for any amount of time I usually need a med tweak..
Big hug of comfort for you..x