kittycat72d
Status: life is getting better one day at a time.
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- I am feeling better but am still fighting the depression. It has been cold and raining all day today and what did I do other than walk the dog real quick? I was in bed under the covers napping off and on all day:) I just did not feel like doing...
- I slept the whole night from 11:30pm until 6:00am yey and NO NIGHTMARES OR FLASHBACKS:):):) First time in years I must add. yey I am so happy:) Now I hope this continues to. THANK YOU SO SO MUCH SIMON:):):) I actually feel refreshed today...
- I am feeling so much better tonight. Thank you Simon:) You are awsome. (((((((((hugs))))))))))) to you.
- I am feeling very bad toinight. I just want to make it end. I hate feeling like this all the time. When is it going to end.?? I dont know whatto do anymore. I feel so depressed:( just want to crawl in a hole and never come out. blah blah...
- I am feeling very irritated tonight. This is kind of a rant. I am sorry my dad I love him and everything but sometimes I do not agree with how he does things. He treats me like crap and treats my brother like he is God or something. I am not jelous...
- I just got back from social services. I had to fill out alot of paperwork. I had to fill out a sical assessment paper. What kind of work I did in thepast why I cant work now what illnesses I have what meds I am on ect... Anyway the lady was very...
- I am sad and lonely tonight. All I want to do is curl up in a ball and crawl in a hole and cover myself up. I feel like I have nobody or nothing in my life anymore. I dont know what to do. NOthing makes me happy. I dont know anymore. I dont like to...
- I have a few thoughts I need to write down here. I was abused for over 20 years by a family member. How do I forgive him? I really do not talk to him much anymore but I do see him. I have nightmares alot of the time about this abuse. I cant be with...
- I got invited to a Halloween party but don't know if I am going to go or not. Costumes are optional. If I did go,what would I be hmmm?? Should I go as myself as a depressed person? I don't know. I have time to think about it. I have to RSVP by Oct...
- ok I got freaked out before. I was walking my dog and down by the water on the beach this guy comes up to me and starts talking to me. First of all he reaked of booze and second he was just freaky looking. He started talking to me and talking to my...
- I swear this depression is sucking the life out of me. I am trying to deal with pain issues and deprssion it is a hard task to do. I went to pick up my exuse letter to get out of jury duty and thisis what the doctor put: chronic to severe...
- well I went to the chiropractor today. He took a bunch of x-rays. then he went over them with me. basically I have 4 comprompressed vertabrae in my low back and I have 3 compressed vertabrae in my neck. He thinks this could be due to a slip and fall...
- I cant seem to shake this blah depression mood. I am trying to do everything to help but nothing is helping. I am walking 3 times a day with my dog but walking in pain. I am going to start going to the chiroprator tomorrow. My dad got me an appmt...
- I was sexually abused by a family member for years. As a reult of this it has messed me up mentally and physically. I can't have a relationship. I am living in constant fear all the time, I have told people about what happened but they dont seem to...
- I ned a prayer please. I am in alot of pain. My back is hurting me so bad as well as my neck. I can't turn my neck either way with out having pain. Please pray I wake up tomorrow and it will be gone. Thanks.