I am very pissed off and upset tonight. I went to go hand in my job search papers well I only had 20 hours and you are suppose to have 30 hours so needless to say they wouldnt accept it. The lady basically said to me well if you cant do it owell. She told me to talk to my case worker. I have my med 1 form filled out from my pdoc saying I cant do this but they still wont accept it. I can't see doing this if I am not going to be working afterward anyway. So I would be basically doing it for the sake of doing it. Does not make sense to me. They say it is mandatory to do this WHY when you have a mental illness that is preventing you from working so why bother doing it anyway so so stupid. This state sucks. I left the place in tears crying off and on driving home it was quite scary. I was having an anxiety attack also I could hardly breath and focus to drive home. I was sweating like a pig to. I just dont get it. I am in alot of pain tonight my back is killing me and I have a doosy of a headache to. STRESS.... So I have until tuesday to come up with the rest of the jobs for this week then I have to start on 30 more hours for next week which is due friday. I am mega stressing here. I am going to loose it soon if this crap dont stop. I am so tired of this crap happening to me, life sucks.
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