Nicola37
Status: Near, far, wherever you are, I believe that the heart does go on.......
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I started to sort through a bag of our holiday clothes tonight, as Thomas and I are going to join Rics parents in Cyprus, where Ric, Thom and I always went every year. It was heart wrenching just...
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Today I feel ok, I went to a local group support, and started in tears but finished feeling better that there are people going through the same journey, and that care. I feel that my own people...
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My son woke in the night crying because he was sad that daddy wasn't here. I feel so helpless as all I can do is try to comfort him, when all he wants is the special person in our lives he can't have.
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Had a good evening with Thom, but in the back of my mind, I know it's going to hit again. I feel so desperately sorry that my son has to grow up without his daddy and his daddy is missing out on his...
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I still cant believe this is happening to us. I know hes not here, and I saw his body three times, but I feel like its all a bad dream, we are waiting for him to come back. I so wish I could say to...
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Been sat listening to the music of the 1990s, the decade we met! Had a few glasses of wine, wish you were here with me Ric, so many good memories. Can't believe you've left us x I decided today that...
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I've never thanked you Ric for sharing your life with me, and making me the person I am. You always believed in me, and helped me to believe in myself, so we could enjoy the success of a good career....
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RicI feel horrible, and God, do I wish Ric was here, you really are testing me. I'm just so angry with people, people who've turned their backs; the biggest thing that's bothering me is that they...
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RicI feel so down, like theres no point carrying on; I dread waking, because when I wake I just wish so much I wasnt here. Its truly awful without you. Last night I dreamt that your cremated remains...
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Merry Christmas Ric, we really missed you today. You missed Thom walking in the bathroom this morning and wishing me Merry Xmas, then the look on his face when he saw the mince pies and carrots had...
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The moment that you diedMy heart was torn in twoOne side filled with heartacheThe other died with youI often lie awake at nightWhen the world is fast asleepAnd take a walk down memory laneWith tears...
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That's how I feel. Tearful that this time last year Ric, our son was sick in hospital, I thought that was bad enough I didn't know there was worst to come. You broke down crying Ric, the only time in...
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RicI'm so fed up and depressed with feeling up and down. When I feel ok, I feel I can cope; when I'm not ok, I just want to give up, and yes Ric sometimes I just want to die like you have. However I...
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Ric, today is the first day I have been able to say I feel good. Our beautiful son came home from school with a HeadTeachers Achievement award for settling in so well in his new school and for making...
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Today has finally arrived Ric, the appeal for all the injustice from the company we both served for, for 17 years. I know the truth, so do they but whether they admit it or not, we are in the right,...
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