For you Ric x

The moment that you died
My heart was torn in two
One side filled with heartache
The other died with you
I often lie awake at night
When the world is fast asleep
And take a walk down memory lane
With tears upon my cheeks
Remembering you is easy
I do it every day
But missing you is heartache
That never goes away
I hold you tightly within my heart
And there you will remain.

It's really hard without you Ric, I'm trying to make it fun for the next three days for Thom. We are going to Nickleodeon land tomorrow after a nice breakfast, then early to bed before Santa comes. You won't be here to eat the mince pies, chew the carrots or sprinkle the glitter like you did last year, but I will makesure I do it as good as you xx On Xmas Day, we are having croissants for breakfast, then after Thom opens his presents, we will go to the park to send you your balloons and cards. Then we are going to my dads for dinner, then visiting your family on Boxing Day.
Still can't believe it, you're not here; sometimes I pretend you're just out at the shops, if only I didn't have to pretend.
We both miss and love you, but we will be together again one day xxxx Goodnight xxxxxx