Thank you for sharing your life with me

I've never thanked you Ric for sharing your life with me, and making me the person I am. You always believed in me, and helped me to believe in myself, so we could enjoy the success of a good career. I still feel I'm turning my back on you, as I'm turning my back on our career, but that is simply for two reasons 1) I don't want to do it without you, and 2) I have to make Thom our priority, and although you and I never discussed death, I know you would want me to do what's best for him.
The times I loved the best were all of our holidays, you carrying me into the first flat we got together, the look on your face when our son was born, when I tried to be cross with you, but you always made me laugh; everything!! Yes we had our disagreements, but you always protected me and I did you. Even when sometimes I knew you were wrong, I always defend you, then tell you later!!! Thank you Ric, I miss you everyday from the bottom of my heart and soul, and I know that as each day passes, we are one nearer to seeing you again. Thank you Ric, and thank you for our beautiful son, whom I will makesure is loved and protected, and never ever forgets you. Xxxx