Angry again...
Ric
I feel horrible, and God, do I wish Ric was here, you really are testing me. I'm just so angry with people, people who've turned their backs; the biggest thing that's bothering me is that they tell the truth when questioned at the investigations for my appeal. I'm getting paranoid they won't; I know I know the truths, but I'm desperate for justice for us, we should never have been treated this way Ric, and if you were here, you would have probably gone after someone by now. I just want to move on from this horrendous part that has driven me mad since JUNE of this year. I know life will NEVER be the same without you, but I want this dealt with and dealt with correctly. It's trying my patience big time, and you are not here to help me as I know you would have, I need to imagine you here comforting and calming me. I end up getting snappy with Thom and that's not fair.
I'm trying Ric, really I am, but I miss you so much xxxx
I feel horrible, and God, do I wish Ric was here, you really are testing me. I'm just so angry with people, people who've turned their backs; the biggest thing that's bothering me is that they tell the truth when questioned at the investigations for my appeal. I'm getting paranoid they won't; I know I know the truths, but I'm desperate for justice for us, we should never have been treated this way Ric, and if you were here, you would have probably gone after someone by now. I just want to move on from this horrendous part that has driven me mad since JUNE of this year. I know life will NEVER be the same without you, but I want this dealt with and dealt with correctly. It's trying my patience big time, and you are not here to help me as I know you would have, I need to imagine you here comforting and calming me. I end up getting snappy with Thom and that's not fair.
I'm trying Ric, really I am, but I miss you so much xxxx
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