GDJ1957

Yep i did a silly thing Wednesday. I was splitting logs with a wedge and a big hammer. The hammer slipped off the wedge and hit my left thumb. Boy do i feel silly telling people that. Being a...

Things are a bit ruff for me lately. I just seem to be struggling with feeling down the past few days. I know this will pass. It just sucks feeling like this right now. The sun is shining and the...

Felling good today. I have had some talks with a few people that i needed to. I feel so much better now that i got this out of me. I am starting to find myself again. I really like who I am becoming....

 I am back and feeling sooo much better. I thank my higher power and all the kind people here for the kind words of encouragement. This is the best site with the kindest people. I am so glad i...

I need some help. i am going in the hospital i hope. This shit is just too much to take any more. I want to hurt myself all the time now. Fuck this is so hard to stop the feelings. I have 2 kids and...

I don't know how much sleep i am getting any more. the days and nights blur together now a days. I am not sure if i sleep for minutes or hours. Thinking is getting fucked up. Thinking bad things all...

it is now 2;30 am. life sucks for me. no sleep again. I think i am starting to lose it. Want to sleep or die any way to get some rest.

I don't know how to change or where to go with myself.

Falling off the cliff today. Down and out. I wish this roller costar would level off for a while. I just started on meds again. I know i have to wait for a while to see if they work or not. Just so...

The sun is shining today :)

Another day has come and the sun still shines.All the clouds are still there.I wish they would go away.I know how to smile on the outside.Inside I cry.Out side i say think you to people.Inside I say...

I want he pain to stop. I know it is all part of the process. Still doesn't change the hurt. I have a lot of kind friends around me who are holding me up right now. Thank you all.  

Thank you all my friends. I know i can make it through this with your help. THANK YOU ALL

My mother passed on last Thursday. It is very hard to deal with right now. I know i have a lot of friends here and in my program where i live. I know i need to feel a lot of feelings and have to deal...

Not as bad so far today. I did a lot of praying last night. I hope my HP heard me. Still don't care for life right now.