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Status: Looking to try and get back here.

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2 months

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I think i have 2 mnths Sh free. I still want to a lot. But I work with my therapist and have a doule diagnois AA group I go to that I can talk about things some times.
Not enough

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It seems like I can not get enough blood to come out of me. I am now using a pocket knife to stab my leg. I am starting to go deeper. Still not enough blood to help. I am afraid I might go to deep. But I just do not know what else to do. I feel so...
Not just cutting * might triger

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My cutting has escalated in the past couple of years. I went from using a razor to a knife. I have so many scares where I cut. A razor didn't do it for me any more. So I use a knife to stab myself. Not very deep. But enough to make it bleed good...
Activity partner

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I live in Milwaukee, Wisconsin. Just looking for some one to do things with.
Lonely in Milwaukee

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I have a lot of friends that know Bill W but i am still lonely. I am around people a lot but still by myself. Some times I wonder if this is just the way my life is suppose to be. I think so. Other wise why would my HP make me live this kind of life?
Blood color

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Does any one know about the color of blood. I use to cut with a razor. Then the place I have been cutting is so scared. It is hard to get it to bleed. So I have taken to stabbing my leg with my pocket knife. Some times the blood that comes out is a...
Pain

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I thought The pain of the emptiness was gone the other day. It isn't. The pain is always here. The pain never stops. The pain keeps taking from me. The pain is becoming me.
sorry

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I am sorry I haven't been here for a while. I need to get back to DS. It has always helped me in the past. I do hope to get here more often again.
Emptiness

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My girlfriend called our relationship over a few weeks back. I have done what he program has suggested to do . I have prayed meditated and talked to my sponsor. i have talked about it art meetings. i thought last week I had worked through it. A few...
I need a drink

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I have been around the tables long enough to know what to do. But I am so tired of struggling to just hang on. I am spiritually, physically and mentally broken down I am not sure if my higher power wants me to be here any more. Maybe it is time to...
old fuck

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I feel like an old fuck that should find a corner and crawl into it and die right now.
new here

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I am new to this group. I have been with DS for a long time. I am just now trying to deal with this issue. I have a beautiful girlfriend. She will do any thing for me. It's just that I still watch porn almost every day. I also please myself while...
freedom?

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Is this really freedom I feel right now? I'm not sure. For now it is what I am telling myself. Is it freedom to need to see my own blood? Some times I tell myself it is just to see myself bleed. then there are times I say it is not to feel any...
help ( graphic )

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I just got done cutting. That is not the real bad part. The thing is. I need to see more of my blood. So I want to stab myself. Not kill myself (I think) I just need to see more blood come from me for some reason. I don't feel any thing when I cut....
HOPE

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I hope every one who reads this can find the help i just did. I just came back from the hospital. It was the best thing i could have done for myself. I know how hard it can be to do some thing for yourself. I just hope you can find it in yourself to...

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