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So, it's been nearly 2 years since my son died. Just when I thougt I was doing OK, I started going through his things from his apartment. His calculus test (he got an A), and never got to tell me...

So, It's been over a year since my son died. I was able to get through his birthday his angel day, the holidays. It's unbelievable what the human spirit can bear. I miss him so much. I still can't...

First of all, I'm so grateful for my group of wonderful, strong, and brave women who are in this group. Thank you for your support. I was making some progress with my depression following the loss of...

Settling back into work almost feels surreal. A life without my son feels like an alternate reality that I have been thrust into. As his birthday draws nearer I am feeling so much anxiety that's very...

I was traveling most of the summer in Europe with my husband. We had a wonderful time, and for moments I was swept away and was able to function without overwhelming thoughts of my son. I'm sorry I...

So, last night I had a dream that my son Ralph was telling me that my X's family was going to kill me and that I needed to watch out for them. I really need to work on my own guilt surrounding my...

When I went to therapy last week. I discussed my inability to forgive some people who have been very heartless and cruel. I am learning how to use affirmations to forgive. Basically saying...

I have a long story and I am having a difficult time with forgiveness with my x husbands family. I was married to a man who was bipolar for 23 years. His ups and downs became unbearable and was...

We interned my son on Friday. The day was dreary, windy, and grey. My son died on November 8, 2014. It was the most devastating thing that has ever happened to me. I didn't know what to do with his...

Tomorrow at 3:30, I am having a brief ceremony and putting my son's ashes in a permanent site. I believe tha he would have wante that, but I'm not sure. I'm so sad, because this means that he is...

http://www.tributes.com/obituary/photos/Ralph-Anthony-Russ-102085021Hereis my son's tribute andmore pictures of my son, and my other son as a baby. Just sharing them

Since returning to work, it has been very difficult to wrap my brain around difficult tasks. I am a special education teacher and have so much paperwork. It is very hard to focus for long periods of...

About 1 month ago I was truly suicidal. I wanted nothing more than to be with my son. I was sort of obsessed with the idea. I just couldn't fathom living a life without him. I since have visited my...

I lost my son 4 months ago he overdosed on a drug called fentanyl which I don't think he even knew what it was he was in college and had 2 jobs my world has been turned upside down and I can't...