Thor2008
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- It hit me like it always does about every two months and late at night. I am in full mania now. Just walked 9 miles in the subdivision (says the guy with the heart condition), swam in the pool, chased three armadillos, and just rearranged the...
- Saw the PDoc today. I call him the Walrus. Long story. He was only like 90 min late for the appointment, so I guess I should feel honored. Being ex-military being late for anything drives me nuts not being early for anything really drives me...
- So it is my time of the week - time to see the PDoc. My last one was a retired Naval Officer, he had this bushy beard of blue-ish black and white. His office was no bigger than a phone booth and for him to face me, we had to sit in a chair...
- This is for the member that made me remember the good days of my youth. Pictured is Thor Fuzzybutt my 105 lbs boxer when we were running at dawn in the Mojave National Park. He reminded me to stay the course and keep pushing. Relentless...
- dSomeone asked this and I wanted to post a response here. First, yes. I joined at 17 and finally got out at 50. I worked for something greater than myself; I was part of a team that had at its core intentions was to do good. Perfect...
- I have a question. When I was transferred from one hospital (civilian) to the military mental hospital, I was transported like this. The wife took the pix for evidence of what was going on as we were having a hard time getting info out of the...
- I have lots of work to complete today. Need to review the base document and then the metrics annex. Will be a lot tedious cross-checking with the document I am writing on the current regulations and directives at the DoD level. Narf. Will...
- I am a heart patient and have been very active on a support message board for my type of disease. I have been very vocal as a patient advocate, because I was so screwed over by the military, and I have attracted others coming to the board looking...
- Here is an article that caught my eye, and reminds from whence I came. I worked with the Teams and had much higher access to mental health than the rest of the military. The mental health stigma is greater in the military than civilians, but in...
- My TDoc wanted to hear what the PDoc said today. They both have been exchanging information before the meeting about me. I told the TDoc that she could and signed a waiver, I told her I just want to know about the exchange. Today with PDoc very...
- Where were you on 9/11, and what were you doing?For me, I was waiting on a foot ferry to take me to the other end of Pearl Harbor in Hawaii. I got to work as quickly as possible as the entire fleet was going to sail as soon as possible. Ships...
- Researchers are trying to develop a blood test for...
- Late last week I spoke with my TDoc about this big issue that changed my life and why I ended up with a huge amount of guilt and shame. The guilt was so much that almost all systems in my body broken down all at the same time. It was so bad that...
- I wanted to ask everyone what is your experiences with a mental health hospital — looking to gauge my experiences against others.For me, it was a locked wing, open bedroom door, and observed existence. Every door was locked, and we were escorted...
- This is what one ICU nurse told me at about 3:00 AM when I was in there after one of my surgeries. This moniker rings true with me, especially after two sessions in a week. I see that as proof of damage and severity of the same.The line of thinking...