Squarley

ITS OVER NOW ANOTHER DAY,THINGS WILL GET BETTER I HOPE ,HUGS TO ALL THE ONES WHO HELPED ME THROUGH BY ANSWERING MY LAST JOURNAL,I COULD NOT MAKE IT WITH OUT MY FRIENDS HERE ,TO THINK OF HOW LONELY I...

Well It is 7pm,I cried and went through the day some how,wanting to take down any decorations I have up,but did not really care one way or the other, looking out my window as others have family come...

Do not know what to say ,because this time of year I am sad a lot and fight to get through the days' it is hard seeing every one so happy and putting up there tree and wrapping gifts,when all I want...

A friend sent this to me ,knowing how hard every day is around the Holidays,so i am just sharing this,to hope fully help some one else who may be feeling...

I miss my Denise and as all of us who has lost a child feels that hole that is left in our heart,my friend gave this to me ,even though it is not my first Christmas with out her ,it hurts the...

My dear dear friends you have lifted me out of my dark place what would I do with out you all. Is it not strange how words can change us ,so much love here and to feel it through your words is a...

Do not do much talking this time of year,I do not want to get any body down. I just get so sad at this time missing my daughter so much ,fighting with one of her girls, never lend money to relatives,...

Just wanted to say hi to all my dear friends, I can not get on chat or they have not fixed our alert e-mails,so i am sad. Yesterday Thanks Giving is just another day ,since My Denise is not here any...

Just going day by day right now,some days being better then others ,miss every one so much and sends hugs to all. This time of year I change, my mind wonders a lot ,I need to get back to my bible...

I am watching tv how can i feel joy when losing a child, i try but it is not the same will never be the same and i just pretend for every one else ,O how i loved christmas,how things change now with...

I was going to write about my Denise who passed away and her baby sister who death day is tomorrow she would of been 36 her name was Mallisa Marie, its also my son birthday tomorrow,he used to say...

God  uses every thing in believers life--- and often the difficult things in your life,Every thing that happens to us -- the easy-,the difficult, the grief, the pain, the joy-- has one purpose: to...

I woke up early this morning we had to turn back our clocks last night. I started the wash, and turned on TV. There was a Christmas movie on, I started crying ,that was the last time i seen my...

WEll I feel I am just kind of floating through life right now ,trying to act normal,some times feeling like I am a actor, some times I believe it and can feel joy, sometimes life seems so pain full...

I am a little down,since not getting e-mails, no one is communicating , feeling down about my Daughter I miss her so much, I have been trying to stay positive, I just see other people moving on but...