Squarley

WELL AS I SIT HERE WITH MY EARS RINGING, MY HEAD POUNDING, MY BODY IN PAIN, MY HEART BROKEN, I CARRY ON ,KNOWING I AM NOT ALONE WE OUR ALL SUFFERING IN OUR OWN WAY. AND MY HEART GOES OUT FOR ALL FOR...

I AM SITTING HERE WATCHING THE LEAVES FALL AND YOUR FACE DENISE IS ALL I SAW.  MY LIFE FEELS SO NUMB,SO NO MORE FUN... I USED TO THINK I WAS SO SMART, NOW ALL I HAVE IS A BROKEN HEART... I SIT AND...

WELL I USED TO LOVE THE FALL AND ALL THE HOLIDAYS ,BUT YOU ALL KNOW SINCE MY DAUGHTER PASSED THEY DO NOT MEAN THE SAME ,MY LIFE HAS CHANGED ALONG WITH ALL MY FEELINGS, I DO NOW ENJOY THE CHANGING OF...

HELLO MY DEAR FRIENDS, LIFE DOES JUST GO ON WITH OR WITH OUT US,AS I HAVE LEARNED FROM LOSING MY DENISE ,I WRITE HER NAME AND MY HEART HURTS, I LOOK OUT  AND SEE THE LEAVES CHANGING AND FALLING ,AND...

Just to let you all no every day is a struggle but i make it through with all of the love of my good friends here,and that i pray for you all that God will protect you,may the sun all ways shine...

I WAS READING MY LAST JOURNAL AND REALIZED I STILL FEEL THE SAME WAY , I AM ALLWAYS SAD AND MISSING MY DAUGHTER ,YOU KNOW HOW I SAID  I FEEL LIKE A ACTOR, MY GRAND DAUGHTER SAID I AM A BAD ACTOR...

I TRY SO HARD TO BE POSITIVE BUT LATELY I FEEL SO LONELY AND SAD ,I FEEL LIKE A ACTOR PLAYING OUT SOME ONE ELSE 'S LIFE, I MISS MY DAUGHTER AND MY FRIENDS THAT I KNOW THEY HAVE THERE PROBLEMS TO AND...

HELLO GOD I CALLED TONIGHT TO TALK AWHILE,I NEED A FRIEND WHO'LL  LISTEN TO MY ANXIETY AND TRAILS,YOU SEE I CAN'T QUITE MAKE IT THOUGH A DAY JUST ON MY OWN, I NEED YOUR LOVE TO GUIDE ME SO I NEVER...

I SO MANY TIMES WANT TO WRITE BUT DO NOT WANT TO BE NEGATIVE OR WORRY ANY ONE ,BUT MY HEART HAS BEEN SO HEAVY LATELY SO LONELY AND THINKING OF MY DAUGHTER SO MUCH ,I TRY SO HARD TO OVER COME THIS...

WELL WE GOT MY GRAND DAUGHTER A PLACE TO LIVE ,SO LESS STRESS FULL HERE BUT BACK TO BEING IN A SLUMP, EVERY ONE INCLUDING ME JUST NOT FEELING WELL MY EARS RING OFF THE HOOK,:)) . IT MAY BE THE HEAT I...

JUST GOT BACK FROM MY TRIP WITH MY SISTERS , IT WAS  NICE ONLY 3 DAYS AND 3 HOURS AWAY,BUT WE HAVE NOT BEEN TOGETHER LIKE THAT FOR YEARS. LIFE IS SHORT AND WE MUST NOT LET IT PASS US BY , SO MUCH...

Just letting you know,my friend is getting better, so my anxiety has calmed down, my other dear friend Mary has been by my side here through it all and i thank her. we all sit here going through are...

WELL WAS WAITING HOPING TO HAVE BETTER NEWS BUT THEY PUT MY FRIEND LESLIE IN A COMA ,BUT SHE IS SLOWLY AT THIS TIME IMPROVING, SO PRAYERS ARE WORKING , I AM WORKING THIS OUT WITH GRAND CHILDREN...

HAD A CALL TO DAY FROM MY DEAR FRIENDS BF THAT SHE IS IN HOSPITAL AND VERY SERIOUS, I AM VERY WORRIED, YOU MAY KNOW HER SHE IS ON DS ,LESLIE, I ASK IF YOU PRAY PLEASE SAY A PRAYER SHE MAKES IT...

TIME TEACHES US ABOUT THE TWOFOLD CONNECTION OF SUFFERING AND WISDOM. FOR EVERY LOSS, WE'VE GAINED SOMETHING NEW. WE OUR LEARNING THAT OUR PAIN MAKES US WISE OVER TIME, BUT WHILE WE ARE IN ITS MIDST...