Squarley

SITTING HERE CAN NOT HARD LY SEE,EARS RINGING,HEAD SPINNING ALL ALONE, DO NOT NO HOW LONG I CAN STAND THIS,NOT GETTING ANY HELP FROM DOCTORS,IT IS TAKING ME FOE EVER TO WRITE THIS,I DO NOY KNOW WHAT...

Suffering with this ear thing going on ,ringing ,pressure ,pain, vertigo, but on the other side I have so many good supporting friends here,so sad my family have nothing to do with me or will help in...

During grief the mind can feel lost in darkness. There seems to be no escape from the dark thoughts and feeling of grieve, There is a sense of being stuck in a dark room with no options to move away...

All that remains are the memories, of you laugh, your smile, and you. Faded photographs remind me of happier times,I look at your pictures I touch your face,your hair,but it isn't you. Those are just...

Dear Lord, please give me ... a few friends who understand me and remain my friends, a work to do which has real value,without which the world would be the poorer, a mind unafraid to travel,even...

Got some news that should be good but is not I have a granddaughter who is having a baby and already has one and she does not know who is the father and she just got got of rehab,she does not know...

Cold is better,fibromyalgia a little better, anxiety up, sadness up, so up and down, on the positive side I had my grandson yesterday,I love him so much he is 8 going on 14. Went to see him play...

WELL THE COLD GONE ,BUT WOKE UP TODAY WITH FIBROMYALGIA FLARE AND WITH THAT COMES THE ANXIETY. FEEL LIKE I WAS RUN OVER WITH A TRUCK IS THERE  NO END,AS HARD AS I TRY TO THINK POSITIVE,THINGS...

Have not wrote much lately. Things have been stressfull,and I do not know why I wake up sick every day and fight through it.This time of year is always hard,and being so alone does not help. I have...

I do not even know what to say there so much on my mind,I wish I could get out more and do things but with my health problems and really no one who would take me any where,there not much to do but...

I am sitting here again in some pain and thinking how my pain my Denise went through,and this poem come to my mind ,                                                      ...

I want to say God has been good sending me here,I am so thank full for the friends I have made . It has lifted my spirits,made me feel love,I thought I lost every thing and I have gained so much....

Sitting here it's Friday morning,morning are the worst for me. Every day I deal with some health issue today is meniere's, yesterday was acid reflux the day before fibromyalgia, not many days...

Sitting here reading others entries and thinking thinking, I to have dreams of my beautiful daughter, Thank you God for them, I get to hold her see her ,rub her back ,she loved that it seems so real....

Having so many mixed feeling,still depressed over losing my daughter,I have faced the reality that she is gone forever and I will never see her again ,the very thought of that sickens me, I know I...