Squarley

I do not even know what to say there so much on my mind,I wish I could get out more and do things but with my health problems and really no one who would take me any where,there not much to do but...

I am sitting here again in some pain and thinking how my pain my Denise went through,and this poem come to my mind ,                                                      ...

I want to say God has been good sending me here,I am so thank full for the friends I have made . It has lifted my spirits,made me feel love,I thought I lost every thing and I have gained so much....

Sitting here it's Friday morning,morning are the worst for me. Every day I deal with some health issue today is meniere's, yesterday was acid reflux the day before fibromyalgia, not many days...

Sitting here reading others entries and thinking thinking, I to have dreams of my beautiful daughter, Thank you God for them, I get to hold her see her ,rub her back ,she loved that it seems so real....

Having so many mixed feeling,still depressed over losing my daughter,I have faced the reality that she is gone forever and I will never see her again ,the very thought of that sickens me, I know I...

My heart is closing deep inside, from all the pain I feel,while others are so full of joy, my hurt feels very real, I want to find a bit of light, but part of me feels dead, and though I see the joy...

Well I have to fight every day to get through. Not only my emotions but my health all so.  My husband never understands and I hide my emotions as best I can from him. I feel like a actress...

Why do we never know how were going to feel ,yesterday was good today is bad,just can not figure it out,I am so glad to have found this sight and so many friends, it is getting me through. I hope i...

I am trying to be more positive and think better thoughts instead if feeling sorry for my self,to smile for my self and others,even when I feel bad ,which has been a lot lately. Life can be hard,but...

I HAVE BEEN SICK WITH A COLD,BUT THIS HAS GIVEN ME TIME TO PRAY FOR ALL MY FRIENDS AND ASK THE LORD TO COME INTO MY HEART AND BRING ME CLOSER TO HIM,THE WORLD IS FULL OF GOOD AND BAD AND WE NEED TO...

I even went to a movie I have not done that for a year, kept my self busy ,kind of stayed numb, pushing on is hard most people just go though the day and it is nothing, for me every thing means...

This is the day my dear daughter has passed away now 7 years, this is the day I know longer get those 10 :15 phone calls telling me I am loved,this is the day I no longer get those cards on birthdays...

Having up and down days ,just thank God for the good ones,we do not know what God has in store ,but I must have faith so i can go on, I pray for all my friend that God blesses them ,with out them I...

WELL MAY EVER ONE HAVE A BETTER YEAR,MAY IT BRING WHAT EVER YOU NEED ,HEALTH, HAPPINESS ,PEACE, I HOPE TO BE A BETTER PERSON BRINGING LOVE TO PEOPLE WHO NEED IT ,I WILL BE SPENDING THIS DAY IN...