FOR TODAY
I WAS READING MY LAST JOURNAL AND REALIZED I STILL FEEL THE SAME WAY , I AM ALLWAYS SAD AND MISSING MY DAUGHTER ,YOU KNOW HOW I SAID I FEEL LIKE A ACTOR, MY GRAND DAUGHTER SAID I AM A BAD ACTOR BECAUSE THEY KNOW HOW SAD I AM ,I WISH IT WAS DIFFERENT BUT IT IS NOT AND THIS IS THE WAY IT IS TILL I DIE, MY LIFE ENDED WITH MY DAUGHTER ,I CAN NOT CHANGE IT ,SOME CAN IT IS 7 YEARS AND NOTHING HAS CHANGED ,I JUST TRY TO HELP OTHERS AND HOPE SOME DAY GOD WILL HELP ME.
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DEAR SHIRLEY PEARLY, I LOVE YOU AND WILL ALWAYS BE WITH YOU IF I CAN HELP IN ANY WAY. YOU JUST HOLLAR AND ILL COME RUNNIN OK ? I WANT YOU TO KNOW YOU ARE MY CONFIDANT AND THERES REASON FOR YOU TO BE HERE AND I WILL PRAY EVERYDAY FOR YOU TO FEEL LOVE, PEACE AND JOY.
SINCERELY LESLIE XOXO
(((HEARTFELT HUGS))) (HOPEFUL HUGS)
It will soon be one year since I lost my son...I understand how you feel..I explain it like a hollow feeling inside me...a true part of my being missing..It can not be replaced in any way so I carry the hole every where I go..Big hug!
Being sad,,,is me now...I look at Morgan\'s picture and cry,,I hold my little Ari and cry..we will be sad together...always here for you...love you dearly.....
I\'m sorry.... We miss them so much.... Tightest of heart hugs from me to you.
I will always miss my Alex, but I guess I am lucky to be able to dig out from under the sorrow and enjoy life. It hurts my heart for you to still be so very sad. My hope is that one day you feel some happiness again. Love and hugs...Karen
Sis, Leslie said it all, im here for you to, it breaks my heart to know your suffering, love and prayers, susie
Love and hugs, Shirley...
I wish I could take some of your pain away. The heart will always have a hole in it, no matter what. How we try to fill it is what life is about. I will never be the same so I dont try to be the same take me as I am. I can smile and laugh I can work but there are still things I cannot do and at times I do not push. It is enough now to just \"be\" the rest will come in time...Hugs Penny
shirley, i am so there with you. I also am always sad, happiness left me when jackied died. I was stripped of that emotion. I know that this will be for the rest of my life. An actress, yes, I guess we all are one time of another. I\'m always acting ok when i\'m with my family because i don\'t want them to worry about me. But everyone knows that i will never be the same no matter how hard i try to fake it. when you need that time to breakdown, take it and have a good cry. We need to let it out. If I\'s not keeping busy i cry. My sister doen;\'t let me dwell in my room too long, she pushes me. Thank god I have her. We all have each other here, for me all of you are my best therapy. Some days we just have to try a little harder . Love & tight hugs. Gail XXXX OOOOO
Wishing you a pocket full of peace in the midst dear Shirley. I hope this new granddaughter has brought you a ray of sunshine as the circle of life continues.
Do something special for yourself today and know that you are being thought of by me.
Loving care and so much understanding.
XO Joanie
My thoughts are with you.i firmly beleive there is a reason you are here .So remember your life still has purpose and your loved ones are still by your side watcing over you.