JUST MY THOUGHTS FOR NOW
WELL WE GOT MY GRAND DAUGHTER A PLACE TO LIVE ,SO LESS STRESS FULL HERE BUT BACK TO BEING IN A SLUMP, EVERY ONE INCLUDING ME JUST NOT FEELING WELL MY EARS RING OFF THE HOOK,:)) . IT MAY BE THE HEAT I DO NOT KNOW, THINGS HAVE CHANGED SO MUCH ON HERE I USED TO GET SO MUCH HAPPINESS FROM HERE BUT WITH NO EMAIL ALERTS AND NO CHAT ,I HAVE LOST CONTACT WITH MANY OF MY FRIENDS. IT MAKES ME THINK OF MY DAUGHTER MY DEAR DENISE I MISS SO MUCH AND IN MY HEART I KNOW THERE NOTHING I CAN DO BUT THE PAIN IS ALL WAYS THERE AND THE HOLE IN MY HEART GROWS BIGGER. I PRAY A LOT BUT FEEL SO EMPTY, THERE IS SO MUCH I WISH I COULD DO AND OTHERS I WOULD LIKE TO HELP. I WISH EVERY ONE WELL AND STILL TAKE ONE DAY AT A TIME.
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My DEAR SIS, I\'m so sad hearing that your sad. Youve been so busy lately and I was worried that you were overdoing it, now things are down and depressing, its like feast or famine, no happy medium.BUT Ive got to tell you and you need to remember that YOU ARE LOVED AND A LOT OF PEOPLE NEED AND WANT YOU IN THEIR LIVES.I Hear you and relate about the chat being gone for now and wondering if it will come back and Id be upset too if i were not getting my e-mails like i should. If you want to use the other forms of chat that you n i have set up, we can start doing that, maybe that would help you feel connected to me a lil more and i know Mary has chat messaging on he internet service. DS has been a good thing and we are not the only ones feeling discouraged by the loss of chat. so we have to be creative and find other ways to converse. i will get my phone checked out so we can talk more without the static. Most important is your heart and I wish I could mend it. I too know a similiar loss, I dont talk a lot about , I guess I hurt too bad but others need to talk about the loss of their child. PLEASE feel free to talk about your Lovely Denise as much as you want to with me. I\'d LOVE to hear all your stories, memories and thoughts if it helps you. Shirley you have been such a joy in my life, ever since I askd you to be my friend ( I think back in Sept. of 2011) you have been in my daily thoughts especially every morning, night and the middle of the day when i know your having your ice cream. I am sad when i know your alone and im upset when i know your having health problems, like Menieres, fibro and migraines.I dont mean to ramble, i guess im trying to say we are so close its like we live next door to each other and have been sisters all our lives and I want to help you be happy and bring you joy so i will pray extra for you. do you think your sister would go to bingo with you or maybe join a church group for women for days you might feel up to going ? I dont know i just want you to have things to look forward to I love You so much and will end here hope i didnt say anything wrong or upsetting. You are a precious gem and your in a special place in my heart. Love you Sis. :)
My email alerts are back to normal now...I alos found if I send hugs it makes me feel more connected...oh by the way,,watching a werewolf movie!!!
Shirly I am happy to hear your grandaughter found a place to live. Even though I have my daughter and son live with me they are never here. My daudhter travels alot now that shes on vacation from college and my son just comes showers and leaves. So its always peacefull here! Maybe now that you have time to yourself you can focus on yourself! Take time to love yourself! And most of all enjoy the day God has given you!
I am so sorry that you are having such a hard time. I miss chat too! I really hope they get that fixed soon. I get email alerts...so perhaps you should email DS and see if there is something you can do to get those back. Also, if you click on the home button you will see our page and you can see activity feeds. Please hang in there...love to you...Karen
I had to change e-mail from my regular one to a g-mail account that fixed the email alert problem for me.. I hope the suns shines brighter on you.
Hugs Penny
It sounds like you have been very busy and possibly a little stressed out. So please give your self some down time to regroup and build back some strength. Try and get some rest and know that you are cared about. May you find some peace, get some rest and start feeling better soon...Kathy
I\'ve been off the computer a lot this summer and have had trouble keeping up with the journals. That will change come the starting of the school year, during the summer I\'m having to pitch in and take care of the grandkids some.
I\'m so glad you were able to get a place for your granddaughter. You need your peace and you did very good by her helping her out for so long.
Sending love your way...Terry
big hugs my dear friend
Glad you found a place for your granddaughter and so sorry about that ringing in your ears! Ugh!!!
I have heard that \"chat\" is back so hope you have discovered that and taking it one day at a time is all any of us can do. Not always easy when our heads get spinning with the past and worries about the future... I know.
Hugs for you,
Joanie