SOME DAYS ARE SAD
I TRY SO HARD TO BE POSITIVE BUT LATELY I FEEL SO LONELY AND SAD ,I FEEL LIKE A ACTOR PLAYING OUT SOME ONE ELSE 'S LIFE, I MISS MY DAUGHTER AND MY FRIENDS THAT I KNOW THEY HAVE THERE PROBLEMS TO AND I TRULY UNDERSTAND, I KNOW I SHOULD FIND SOME THERAPY AGAIN, THE WORLD IS MOVING AND I AM STANDING STILL I DO NOT KNOW WHY PEOPLE OUR CHANGING AND THEY SEEM TO BE COUGHT UP IN ALL THE WRONG THINGS YEARS AGO WE WORRIED ABOUT OUR FAMILY OUR FRIENDS OUR NEIGHBORS ,WHAT HAPPENED THERE IS NO EXCUSE FOR NOT BEING LOVING AND CARING IS IT THE DEVIL TAKING OVER , I DO NOT KNOW I DO PRAY VERY HARD,AND I KEEP ASKING WHY???????????????????
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Dear Shirl, please dont give up hope theres going to be good around one of these bends. I am here for you even if i have problems. You have what you give and that thells me you ARE going to be OK. I will call you when you get back from excercising or my nap. I love you huge bunches. Bless your heart.
Your Sis who is glad to be your friend XOXO
Leslie
Hi Shirley
You\'re going to be alright.
Brad
Gentle ((hugs)) shared.
The low spots are just a part of the healing process and our perspective does change with time. Give it time and be very gentle with yourself.
:-) Patricia
I know it is hard feeling stuck... and it can be a very lonely place to be... Know you are not alone and that you are dearly loved.
I have found in my own life, that sometimes it is my questions, or at least the way I am asking them that keep me stuck. Sometimes we need to reframe what we are asking. For me, when I find myself continually asking \"why?\" or \"what am I going to do?\"; that if I change the question to how am I going to be with this situation, or how will I choose to live with this?
I have found that when it comes to grief, there is never an answer that will satisfy our \"why.\"
Gently holding in you in the light of God\'s healing love.
Michael
My friend ... My dear friend I understand so very well your feelings of standing still and the world / everyone else is moving on , As C. S. Lewis very well said and I feel this way sometimes too \"\"THERE IS A SORT OF INVISIBLE BLANKET BETWEEN THE WORLD AND ME\'\'\' PLEASE don\'t be mad at me BUT I have found it is of NO use to ASK why ... My thoughts, sound as tho you are grieving for the past \'\'the happy past\'\' ... your at the \'\'\'\'why stage\'\'\'\' , I like to think of it as spiritual growth / healing ! yes in a way it is the end timesm the devil , PEOPLE are self-absorbed , greedy ... You are right we should love one another CHrist commanded us too : ) what a great world it would be if only we would follow the bible and what it teaches ! Try not to ask why you won\'t get an answer, it is just the way the world is ... JESUS said he would never leave or forsake us , He WILL go with us ALL the way : ) You have every right to miss your daughter take all the time you need to grieve it is all part of the healing process ...Comforting hugs to you my sweet friend .
Shirley!!!!! Feel my arms hugging u very tight!!!!!!!!!!! xoxoxox
Good question, Shirley... But as we band together and love one another.. God will make it all okay.. Love trumps evil..
Gentle hugs...Rachel
It is the disease talking. We are all here for you. You are at a very low spot right now, just keep praying and we are praying with you.
Sad is normal anymore. I dont want to be happy all the time, I reflect on not having my son here. Life has a lot of rotten cherries in it. This feeling will pass for days then my come back. Staying on a forward path is all we can do some days.
We are all here for each other
Hugs Penny
It is not the devil dear one it is this damned grief that has so unjustly been forced upon us. Some days you just can not pretend so please take care of yourself and do what it is that you need to be doing for you. Tomorrow is another day and I pray that you get some rest tonight and when you awaken tomorrow you are back on an upswing of this so unfair journey. Hugs...Kathy
Dear friend,
What you are feeling is normal - It hurts so much! But tomorrow the sun will shine again, warmly and kindly. Be kind to yourself. So something today just for you. (((Hugs)))
Sending Tight hugs Shirley...I wish I know why the world was the way it is. Sometimes I think that this is the purgatory that the catechism teaches.
Hi Shirley, thanks for inviting me to be your friend. I hate that you have to endure the pain of an estranged son, it is so bewildering and cruel, especially when children are involved. Only God\'s grace sustains us. Hope your sister is doing better...saying a prayer for her now. I can\'t even imagine how hard it must be to have lost a child as you have, sweetheart. But you can write anytime to talk, cry, ask for prayer...I am here for you as well. With love, Grammy