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I can do this! a whole weekend with out mum alothough i need plans for monday but i can come and go as i want walk allday and eat whatever i want. im feeling better already. i said didnt i 3 days and...

i havent eaten for 2 days and my mum isnt talking to me. its actually 3 days but she doesnt no that! GRRRRRR. why is she treating me like this

I think my laptop is about to break again! well i cried my self to sleep last night, if you can really call it sleep, i spent pretty much the whole night curled under my duvet watchint the walls and...

Ok so im probably n ot dying! well not just yet but i feel so awful that i may aswell be. Can diet pills kill you? im taking about 40 three times a day thats like 120 a day, im not even sure they are...

i thinkm im dying

I feel dead on the inside. My exsistance is only that which you can see. Its almost like im just waiting for my body to catch up and die on the outside. i know its horrible to talk that way but its...

i actually want to die, to wake up and be far far away where people trust and food hasnt been invented bodies are beautiful and this horrible swirly wirly feeling inside of me disapears. where i dont...

ok its time to fess up.......ive been taking laxatives again. not many but still hey ho i guess its why its called an addiction!

2 months since ive taken laxatives

Nothing but flesh and bones………  He made the things we can see and the things we can’t see—such as thrones, kingdoms, rulers, and authorities in the unseen world. Everything was created...

just to warn you im about to let off steam..... I havent taken laxatives, purged, binged or done anything im not suppose to do so why do i feel so crap? ive been so extremely tired this week yet i...

i just made myself sick. only eat a ham roll and some crisps in the last 3 days and then chucked it up. i dont think i got it all out coz i feel so full. i cant cope with this anymore

I binged i feel sick and fat - well i guess if im not big enough to control what i eat then i deserve to feel crap

I binged i feel sick and fat - well i guess if im not big enough to control what i eat then i deserve to feel crap

Just remember lifes a bitch and then you die