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  Mother’s Day.

  Posted by: mari_mad

  Last Reply: Karenkim 12/01/2019

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  Hey all. Just wanted to check in. I know it’s mother’s day and for some it can be difficult. Min sitting here writing this because I’ve had a bad day today seeing everyone I know who just had babies celebrating and realized there are people who get it. So I just wanted to say hey. And that nobody is alone in this :) xoxo

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  Hospital kids.

  Posted by: mari_mad

  Posted: 12/28/2018

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  So here’s the thing. Some kids are born to be a hospital kid and some are brought into it. Difference is those brough in later on usually get to leave while the rest of us permenant members are stuck there forever. I mean it’s fine. I always suspected my kid or kids would be hospital kids too. I mean why wouldn’t I. I just never thought I wouldn’t have the chance to have any at all.  I know a lot of people don’t want kids with special needs.  But I know I wouldn’t have cared. I...

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 12/28/2018

  mari_mad became friends with texasstarhvacrus.

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 11/28/2018

  mari_mad commented on the discussion So done with having a period.

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  So done with having a period

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  Last Reply: mari_mad 11/28/2018

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  So. Does anyone else ever feel like having a period when you know you will probably never have kids is just unnecessary pain. Like I have endometriosis. Cysts.  Scar tissue that is wrapped around my tubes and my doc said he can’t find my reproductive organs under all of it. If by some miracle I did get pregnant I would need a c section because of previous problems but if they can’t find my reproductive organs they can’t perform one. So I’m pretty much doomed when it comes to having...

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  tv and such

  Posted by: mari_mad

  Last Reply: ParadiseVI 09/20/2018

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  has anyone else experienced this weird thing. where now that you know you have fertility issues. that you maybe cant have a baby. literally everything you watch on tv or read ect. somehow infertility is in it.  everything i seem to do somehow brings it up and its like im being broken every single time. its so hard to control my face so that nobody notices. i just dont understand.

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  Don’t they understand.

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  Last Reply: KingWithoutACrown 09/07/2018

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  So I told my friend a while ago about my fertility problems and now all she talks about is how she doesn’t think she wants kids and shed be a bad mom. etc. and I’m just here like dying inside wanting to say hi do you just not understand that I may not even have a choice. And I feel really bad thinking like this cause I know her thoughts upset her but like I might not even get to choose. And I just feel so broken all the damn time and like I think about how I may have wanted kids and...

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 07/01/2018

  mari_mad became friends with ladybugluvs.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 07/01/2018

  mari_mad became friends with ladybugluvs.

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 07/01/2018

  mari_mad commented on the discussion learning how to deal with this..

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  no babies for you , just a hospital kid forever

  Posted by: mari_mad

  Last Reply: Callie2988 07/09/2018

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  hey  inew here  so heres my story:i was born with a rare teretoma. i wasnt supposed to live but i did. then i wasnt supposed to walk. i did. but now it seems life found something else for me. ill start from the beginning, last december in 2016 i went to my first gyno appt. for cramps went on birth control and that got slightly better but my doctor also found a 3cm endometrial cyst on my ovary. no big deal at the time but the thing is it kept growing and got painful and starting affecting my...

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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 07/01/2018

  mari_mad joined the group Pre-menstrual Syndrome (PMS).

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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 07/01/2018

  mari_mad joined the group Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome (PCOS).

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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 07/01/2018

  mari_mad joined the group Endometriosis.

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  Posted: 07/01/2018

  mari_mad joined the group Eating Disorders.