Hospital kids.

So here’s the thing. Some kids are born to be a hospital kid and some are brought into it. Difference is those brough in later on usually get to leave while the rest of us permenant members are stuck there forever. I mean it’s fine. I always suspected my kid or kids would be hospital kids too. I mean why wouldn’t I. I just never thought I wouldn’t have the chance to have any at all.  I know a lot of people don’t want kids with special needs.  But I know I wouldn’t have cared. I probably would have been better equipped for that than a kid with no problems at all anyway. But I don’t even get the choice. And everyone around me says be happy it’s the holidays. Well you my friends get your happy ending. I don’t. I will forever live knowing that being a hospital kid took away my only chance to have kids.