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- I too have slipped close to 500 times. I slip because of several reasons in my head. First I say this time is different. Then I say this is how I can make a lot of money fast. Then I say control it this time. I miss the high. Life is quiet and...
- I am gamble free for 17 days today. I have had many 17 days but maybe this could be "the one". My gambling addiction is probably exactly what it's like being in an abusive relationship. In the beginning he brought me roses here and there. I did...
- I started gambling on a regular or compulsive schedule 18 years ago. Weird to think it has been that long. I swear I would be a millionaire if I didn't gamble. I live in CT so close t two casinos. I also donate thousands to a scummy bookie. And...
- I just got from a cruise. Lost 7000. One week. Then 2000 with football. Sold a 6000 watch feel like crap again......can't pay college tuition. Feel like crap again...... Today is day one didn't gamble. I will lose my husband soon if I don't...
- I have tried to stop gambling so many times. I know I never win yet continue to go back. So crazy to go back when the end result is the same always. I went to a meeting last night and I again have a desire to stop. I gift breast cancer this...
- I made 90 days. wahooooo!!! It came with a ton of bad thinking though!I went to 2 meetings a week. I get that crack urge to gamble but I know its because I have tdone so long that it must be withdrawals. I love gambling but I dont love what it...
- Today is 6 weeks! 6 weeks ago I was a total mess, bitch, pennyless, insane, unhappy etc....... I thought gambling for the last 15 years was exciting, fun, place to make money, healthy (yeah right), didnt hurt anyone place. WRONG WRONG...
- 2 weeks ago I felt like finding a bridge because my gambling addiction makes me feel worthless, broke, sad, desperate, sneaky, unmotivated, short with my kids, broke (need to say that twice), edgy, ugly, I have felt that way always when I gamble, no...
- This saying has helped me when I feel weak:"One bet is too many for me (a compulsive gambler) and a thousand bets is not enough for me (a compulsive gambler)."for me it was never about the money, eventhough at the end it's about the money. For me...
- If anyones knows how i feel inisde please respond. I love my husband and love my children but I cant stop gambling. I have tried so hard to use my will power alone and it always fails. I can go a few days and sometime a week but then I fall...
- WOW! I think of all the things why i gamble. Themain reasonI place a sports bet or I sneak down to the casino is for the money. WRONG WRONG WRONG! I would be a millionaire if i wasnt a compulsive gambler. I owe soo many thousands of dollars...
- THis disease for me was never about the mney. At the end of each loss with the booky or at the casino it became always about the money. I had and have no regard for money. I was always up at the casino and with the booky but I always had to...
- I cant believe I took 2 weeks and financially screwed up again. Here I am again in that same disgusting place. WTF why would I want to keep coming back to hell!! I need you people sooo bad. I love my 4 children and my husband, it's just gambling...
- I cried all day thtis morning because my 18 year old left for south carolina to go to college. I am so proud of him for everything he has done. He is my oldest of 4 children. His mom has been a compulsive gambler for the last 15 years. So sad to...
- Well I have been gambling heavy and compulsively for the past 12 years. I have 4 children and 2 step-daughters. I met my husband of almost 13 years playing blackjack. So we fell in love and we would always go to the casino for a night out. But...