i wish i was a kid again without worries stress or pressure. i wish i could just snap my fingers and fix things in the peoples lives that affect me so that life were easier and the choices i need to make didnt exist. funny thing is i am on day 52 and i dont want a drink really. maybe i am to tired or just dont give a shit anymore. i dont know. i am the saddest person i know and this damn hole keeps getting deeper. things used to be so easy and happy. sorry to bum you out if you are reading this but this is the place i am in at this moment in my life. hmm U2 - Stuck In the Moment.always dragonfly
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It\'s good to hear that you not drinking again. Sorry your feeling down in the dumps though. Before to long your natural endorphines will start to kick back in and you should be feeling better. I\'m on day 80 and I\'m starting to feel pretty damn good. Even though I\'m loosing my house and having trouble with getting time with my daughter because of my past drinking, I am able to smile every day because I know things are getting better and sooo much easier. Hang in there, your gonna feel great soon. Have you tried a little something sugary in the evenings? It\'s a great replacement for alcohol.