i thought things were supposed to get better you know. you sotp for 3 months and it gets easier but nooooo. now i am on and off the wagon so damn much i dontknow where i am any more. i am off now. big fucking time. i dont know how to find balance and and stay focused. i am trying and every goddamn day well fuck it
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There are 2 words you mentioned focus, and balance you can have them but its a process. For me I had to surrender and aceept the fact I couldn\'t so this on the own. For me I had to give up my \'willpower\' that really I never had come to find out and reach out. Bottom line I had to surrender and i truly hope you find the same and some peace.
As always be good to yourself and your not alone.
The liquor isn\'t going to make it any better, only worse.
No Shit, what a comment