Annie71
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- So some of you will know me here and some won't. I am on for awhile, I get to a functional place, live there for awhile and disappear, then...then it all breaks down and I...here I am again.I have Complex PTSD from childhood and later life events,...
- I've been gone from here for a long time, months, as is my typical M.O. I'm sorry if it offends anyone that is better about keeping up on things, or if in my absence the people that know me here have left and I'm saying this to a group that doesn't...
- I know I've been away for a little while. New Years is tough for me and I get pretty withdrawn around it. It's when I had some pretty terrible stuff happen, it's my toughest anniversary. There was being drugged and raped, alcohol poisoning to the...
- Came across this, it's actually very interesting. It's mainly focused in sexism, but has a really interesting piece about midway through about sexual trauma. Let me know what you...
- Hello. My name is Annie. I am a member of some other support groups here on DS, but came to this one to ask for some much needed advice.I am not a child of divorced parents, but my parent's marriage is not an ideal one. My mother is a narcissist and...
- Lately my physiology is haywire.I sweat all the time, hot/cold hot/cold, dizzy, can't concentrate. I'm a hair trigger away from getting angry, and, my heart just pounds and pounds and its all I can do to just be nice and contain it. Cue sweating,and...
- I am wondering...Does anyone else think about death a lot?And killing yourself?And how the things that people think are so important are not important?And the things people talk about day to day are so petty that it seems absurd that anyone would...
- So a couple weeks ago I started to really try to get myself together. I started exercising and eating right and got caught up on my work and even started doing some projects around the house I'd been wanting to do.After a couple weeks, I started to...
- I am unknown to anyoneAnd unlovedBecause I only have valueas narcissistic supplyOr doer of all things for the familyI do windowsManage billsIf I take too long to wash my hair I'm being selfishI listenBut nobody listens when I speakI have a small...
- My dog died today and I can't quit crying. I had her for 8 years...she was my best friend. I want my dog back. I just want her back. I want her back.
- So I just need some support, I feel stupid even admitting to this because I know how stupid I am in this. I just feel really alone and really sad and really stupid. I copied the MSG I sent the other day to a friend on DS about what happened...I...
- I just wondered if anyone else has experienced lost time. I have not really had this problem in the past, but the past two days, I will look at the clock and it will feel like maybe half an hour has passed and it's been 2 hours!! It's very...
- Tips on how to deal with serious agitation? I just woke up today feeling like a caged animal or something. I get agitated sometimes, but not usually for no reason.I have no idea what's going on with me but I feel like I could be in a cage match with...
- I was wondering if any of you tend to have trouble with weight and how you manage it?I used to be athletic, and worked out everyday. I've always been very pretty, some even say beautiful, so I got a lot of attention because of the way I looked. I...
- Hello again. I am embarrassed that I disappeared for the last couple months, I fell into an old pattern.When something big happens, I tend to internally shut down completely, while turning on a facade of being totally fine. It takes me months to...