Jat07

i am back at work .....hating all the drama hating everything right now.....i think i am rolling through an angry faze of grief  because i am just in general so mad right now i could just scream. ...

well today is mothers day i couldnt go to the cemetary my dad's grave is fresh and it would be too much.  i managed to get my daughter a present since it is her first mothers day her baby was born a...

Today we buried my father one of the kindest most wonderful men in the world.  I lied to him just before he died ....I told him we would take care of each other and everything would be fine.....but...

Dad passed away today, me and my brother were with him.  i am so very very sad and so very very tired

well i go from being there is no hope to there is hope to there is no hope for anything more than what we have.  we switched dad to pallative care.  so yesterday his reg dr came in and dad was...

it is bad enough dad is so sick but the stress of my marriage being in the crapper isnt helping and my car is making a loud noise.  i got a shut off notice for the water because i havent had time to...

Well Dad is in icu stepdown....he was finally well enough to do a cat scan with contrast to find out what is up.......well it is definately pneumonia and also the true root of all evil is a...

so when we took dad to er they said labs were fine except for white count....turns out they didnt tell us the truth he got sicker and sicker and when we went to his doctors he had the er labs pulled...

so we took dad to the hosp yest evening he was so weak and sob secondary to the not eating and drinking enough.  they ran 1000cc of fluid in checked everything and he seemed much better.  i am...

so i am at work today and in our down time we can do what we want....but when i am at work my dad's girlfriend sometimes goes to his house and she is confused to and a big problem!  so i get a...

so yesterday was a struggle then seemed to end up good.  My dad needed to get his license renewed.....he is confused sometimes very week and not eating.  anyway i figured he would just want to...

I am home alone my husband does this band thing....he is playing at an unsafe bar tonight...normally i handle everything for him, load all his gear, burn all his cd's get all his merchandise ready. ...

I am beyond being overwhelmed with grief first my aunt who was like my second mom then my dad and now another aunt 3 in one year it is just too much I feel that I am barely holding on by a thread I...

uggggg my husband does this band thing....and my marriage sucks right now!  he doesnt have a clue     i dont even hav hardly and words i am so mad and bonus more of this crap on top of a...

So lately I have been so resentful and angry...and the comon denominator seems to be my husband some old issues have come up and it is not helping.  He really tries to be nice sometimes but alot of...