fuming

uggggg my husband does this band thing....and my marriage sucks right now!  he doesnt have a clue     i dont even hav hardly and words i am so mad and bonus more of this crap on top of a horrible accident that i stayed late after work to go on so now i come home to an empty house and knowing several families lifes have just changed for the devastating worse.  I do love my job and I love the people I take care of I just hope that they can all get through this......so 12 hour day turned into 14 hour day and i have a 15 hour day tom oh well this is the road i have chosen and it fits i guess.
sometimes i just imagine punching my husband in his genitals over and over again.....i know so mean and i would never do it....