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• Bipolar Disorder
  

  Would It Be Nice

  Posted by: shirayla

  Last Reply: SunCloudJD 04/30/2020

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  Instead of having to deal with this disorder if they would just stop with the meds and come with a cure! We could live our lives without Dr. and therapist. No voices, weight gain,hallucinations and the lost of self due to the meds that can make you feel that way. 

• Depression
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: shirayla

  Posted: 04/30/2020

  shirayla commented on the discussion Feeling off.

• Self harm
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: shirayla

  Posted: 04/29/2020

  shirayla commented on the discussion self harm.

• Bipolar Disorder
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: shirayla

  Posted: 04/29/2020

  shirayla commented on the discussion Going mad!.

• Bipolar Disorder
  

  Going mad!

  Posted by: shirayla

  Last Reply: acuriousfish 04/30/2020

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  I hate this disorder! I been having mixed emotions. I'm starting having hallucinate, my voices are louder. My doctor wants me to take my meds but it's hard you been off them so long. The voices in your heads say, they don't what their talking about, I been here more than them who are going to listen too. My sleep 3-5 a night. I can think handle alone, but I hate to ask for more help other than alone. 

• Depression
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: shirayla

  Posted: 04/29/2020

  shirayla commented on the discussion Fide Up.

• Bipolar Disorder
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: shirayla

  Posted: 04/29/2020

  shirayla commented on the discussion Another way to use butterflies.

• Depression
  

  Fide Up

  Posted by: shirayla

  Last Reply: Lavender80 04/29/2020

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  It's hard to explain to people that sometimes hard being so called happy isn't easiest thing to do. I wake up, my partner is gone to work. I'm alone, tried walking it doesn't work anymore. Home alone for hours, watching tv, phone just not enough. My minds starts to wonder which is not a positive way. Sometimes I wonder how long can that living like this. 

• Bipolar Disorder
  

  Dodging the Psychiatrist

  Posted by: shirayla

  Last Reply: SunCloudJD 03/21/2019

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  I have be skipping the dr. for 3months. I have canceled 3 times I am hoping that they would just cancel me as a patient. It’s not like I’m on  commitment. I have bipolar among other things. I filled out for a gun permit it’s not like there going to find out! I’m smarter than they are!

• Depression
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: shirayla

  Posted: 03/20/2019

  shirayla commented on the discussion i hate my life rn.

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  Joined New Group

  Posted by: shirayla

  Posted: 03/20/2019

  shirayla joined the group Self harm.

• Bipolar Disorder
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: shirayla

  Posted: 03/20/2019

  shirayla commented on the discussion First therapy session, any advice?.

• Self-Injury
  

  Hate when Ask If As Self Harming

  Posted by: shirayla

  Last Reply: eli_mom 03/21/2019

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  My therapist ask like I gave up self harming just because I have not talked about it. Just I don’t speak about it doesn’t mean I stopped why would I tell him something like that for it’s something I keep between myself! Anyone understand?