shirayla

I feel like nothing is going my way, whatever i touch turns to shit. I have been on drugs for over 20 years now i am being forced to rehab. I only do coke a little but i smoke weed a lot. It helps me...

I can not believe I choose the wrong path yesterday. Yesterday was a bad day I allowed my to do crack with weed I have not done in over 10 years the coke that is. My whole body is shacking again, man...

I want t hurt myself. I am tried of feeling hopeless, scared. I do not know what to do! My counselor told my disability counselor I was smoking pot, now I have a meeting with them because they a...

Sick of crying Tired of tryingyeah, I'm smilingBut Inside I'm dying!Dr's  tells me that the medication takes time. How much time can I give them. I have not sleep in about two days. The medication...

"I am forced to fake a smile, a laugh everyday of my life"Dead in her mind and cold to the bore. She opened her eyes and saw she was "alone"they think they know but the person they know is the I...

I want to give up what do I have to loose?

When I was going up, my cousin sexually abuse me from 5-12. I was scared to tell anyone, until I was talking to a friend from youth group they stayed beside when I told my parents. Of course there...

I was sitting at home today and my twin stops by to tell me that we are going to Indy to celebrate my niece birthday. I did not want to be around a lot of people or to run into someone I use to work...

I can believe its easter already. I wish that my mother was talking to me, it  hard not to be with during a holiday. A year ago I would have never thought I would be unemployed. I know I was ready...

I know its hard to shut it off, I can not wait until that day comes. It seems that every time I get over another problem my family seem to begin and the worry come back stronger. I tried to explain...

Its funny how I make worries out of questions, to understand why this happen and get the answer but finding out the answer does not give me peace. Another worries which turn into more questions. Why?...

Looking at these four walls, its making feel like I am going crazy. There was a time that I had no time for myself but now I have nothing but time. I am so depressed and have anxiety, it funny you...

I just so frustrated, it seem like the talking is not making me feel any better. I know people say it helps, when? I fear that these feels will never go away. I know is the first time talking but now...

I went to talk to a counselor the other day, i was told that i have major depression and have gen anxiety disorder. Now I have to see the psychologist for mediation. How long is it going to take to...

I feel like nothing is going my way, whatever i touch turns to shit. I have been on drugs for over 20 years now i am being forced to rehab. I only do coke a little but i smoke weed a lot. It helps me...