shirayla
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- Instead of having to deal with this disorder if they would just stop with the meds and come with a cure! We could live our lives without Dr. and therapist. No voices, weight gain,hallucinations and the lost of self due to the meds that can make you...
- I hate this disorder! I been having mixed emotions. I'm starting having hallucinate, my voices are louder. My doctor wants me to take my meds but it's hard you been off them so long. The voices in your heads say, they don't what their talking...
- It's hard to explain to people that sometimes hard being so called happy isn't easiest thing to do. I wake up, my partner is gone to work. I'm alone, tried walking it doesn't work anymore. Home alone for hours, watching tv, phone just not...
- I have be skipping the dr. for 3months. I have canceled 3 times I am hoping that they would just cancel me as a patient. It’s not like I’m on commitment. I have bipolar among other things. I filled out for a gun permit it’s not like there...
- My therapist ask like I gave up self harming just because I have not talked about it. Just I don’t speak about it doesn’t mean I stopped why would I tell him something like that for it’s something I keep between myself! Anyone understand?
- I was driving to dr office on monday and I was driving like a crazy women almost had a head on, funny thing I did not care. Today I held a knife to my throat and press down it felt great but I had to stop cause my friend was there. I have been self...
- Funny having bipolar sucks the ups and down more ups, for the past year; which is exciting. The price to pay without meds. Now they drop off my meds cause I am manic, using drugs deadly mix . I like being manic, my meds make feel regret what I have...
- Thanks guys, I like to self harm all the time. When I am in group they take away my items I like to use, self harm helps with the day to day. I cut at home. The counselor said I was a child cause I won't stop. Its harder than they think. I have been...
- In the therapy we talked about my hurting myself. She said it was childish, child do those things. I am a grown ass women how happens to enjoy self harming it makes my pain go away for a little bit. No I am not acting out but only doing what I feel...
- I want to give up, my family not behind me, my doctors are pissed at me cause I have not been taking my medication. I have to call mon thur thurs to check in at the mental place. The person I have been with for 15yrs broke up with me. I have made...
- I just told my mother I was just approve for my social security. She said the only time you can get it that fast is if you have a mental problem. She started making fun of me cause of my mental issue she said that I do not have. People say find some...
- I think about death seems like 24 hours a day. I even wrote my sister a letter to tell how much I love her and her kids. I am going to also write other letter to people how my death will affect. I been off all my medication for over two weeks. Know...
- About two months ago I was told I have bipolar. I do feel like I have bipolar I just feel like the person I have always been. Yes I get my high and it drives everyone crazy but that how I am. Here lately I have done stuff that I would not do but...
- I really like this person i want to get close but i do not how to have protected sex with heps.
- Tuesday starts a new day for me. I start a drug program. I can not believe this my life is already spinning out of control just to add to the mess of things. I feeling more low thinking about being sober in a long time and have to stick it out....