I have be skipping the dr. for 3months. I have canceled 3 times I am hoping that they would just cancel me as a patient. It’s not like I’m on commitment. I have bipolar among other things. I filled out for a gun permit it’s not like there going to find out! I’m smarter than they are!
Easter was good but then I had to come home back to reality, back to the very messy house and my mother telling me how she feels like she can’t even live in her own house and sits there crying. Back to the reality of my roommate screaming at me for not asking for help but when I do ask I get screamed at she throws things and slams doors. I don’t know how much more I can take it. I’m a...
Twice this year I have spent at least two weeks feeling very depressed and suicidal only to wake up one day and feel perfectly content with my life, if not happy. I find this very unusual. No change in meds, nothing new in life. Hmm