nelliefay
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- I have this lingering problem of being ultra sensitive to other's anger. I feel incredibly vulnerable a lot of the time, and when i get upset with someone, I can't say anything about it. Because I couldn't cope with them being angry or upset. I have...
- My story is a bit different, in that the person I lost to death was my counsellor. He was everything to me - I'd had a mental breakdown in 1987, and was extremely traumaatised when I met him. My family was completely non supportive, and I grabbed...
- I''m happy now, after the disappointment of my male freind, to not have sex with anyone. That's a boundary I really want in my life, and I'm glad I found out. I've been severely damaged sexually, I won't go into great detail. I feel sick just...
- I have been in a lot of emotional pain since the weekend. It got triggered by being excluded by a couple of old friends. but it goes much deeper than that. It's as if I''m feelling all the pain from being exluded in my family. It was an alcoholic...
- wow, have I ever had a let down. I thought this guy Jon was interested in a relationship with me. That is, because the last time I visited him, he wanted me to sleep with him. I said 'OK< but no sex' so we cuddled in the morning, and talked. From...
- well, the man I''m attracted to is coming over to stay the night. we've slept together before without having sex, although last time at his place, I think he wanted it.(we cuddled and talked) I'm willing to go all the way tonight, and I''m nervous....
- Well, I'm 53 and I look it. Lots of lines on my face from 35 years of smoking. I spent last weekend with this old school friend, it went great. I slept with him without sex (at my request, wasn't quite ready), but we cuddled and talked a lot. We...
- Hi. I wanted people's opinions on something that happened when i was 19. I'm asking because I am not sure what I should be feeling in relation to my brother, and I still feel affected somehow. At 19,I was living with and looking after an abusive,...
- Hi. I'm 53, and last year reconnected with an old teenage friend. It's such a thrill, we were good buddies in our teens. he used to be attracted to me, but I was too scared (from the childhood abuse) to get involved. We had a bit of contact in our...
- Just felt like checking in. I'm six years sober, and happy about it. Last night I got strong chest pain for 20 minutes, through to my back. I rang for an ambulance, then rang again to say 'don't worry, the pain's going'. But they said 'just let the...
- My life is going Ok, I'm stable on psych drugs, I have a good part time job. I have about 4 good friends. I'm pretty healthy and feel kind of Ok. But, a lot seems to be missing. In terms of intimacy and love. Growing up, I was well provided for by...
- I recently had a bout of disturbance. I'd reduced my anti psychotic medication by a third, don't know how much this has to do with it. but I was wanting to act out by going sex working, and at the same time, i wanted to kill myself so that I...
- I'm not sure where I fit into things, but I suspect my behaviour has been a kind of sex addiction, and I was sorely tempted recently to go back to it. I act out by working as a prostitute. I don't get 'high'' from orgasm, because I don't get turned...
- Hi. I got an advanced challenge on letting go my resentments, yesterday. That is, I spend time with my brother. Back in 1987, when I got sober for 15 years, I also had a mental breakdown. So, I was totally distressed and in and out of psych hospital...
- Hi, I just felt like writing, because it's been 6 years today since I had a drink. (or several.) I had a fantastic night. Went to an AA meeting, and my old sponsor was there with a cake for me. It was a great meeting anyhow. Me and my old sponsor...