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  I'm trying so hard

  Posted by: Leftbehind20

  Posted: 05/15/2018

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  I'm trying so hard not to keep missing him. But everything reminds me of what I have lost. Waking up with out him, going to bed alone. Just having someone to talk to at the end of the day. Someone to say hey I'm here with you. It's true you really can feel at your loneliest while surrounded by others. I'm trying not to reach out to him any more. Trying not to text him with how much I love and miss him. Man it's hard to let go of your best friend!! 

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  Posted: 05/08/2018

  Leftbehind20 commented on the discussion Nobody understands how much it hurts.

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  Nobody understands how much it hurts

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  Last Reply: LostAndy 06/02/2018

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  Nobody understands how much it hurts when the one you thought you'd spend your life with walks away from it all. Nobody understands how much your heart actually feels physical pain when the one you love most in the world no longer loves you back. Nobody understands how hard it is to keep yourself together day after day, to not constantly breakdown because you miss them so much, because some little thing will remind you of them, remind you of what you have lost. It is so hard to be strong all...

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  Posted: 05/05/2018

  Leftbehind20 commented on the discussion Alone after 25 years.

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  Posted: 05/05/2018

  Leftbehind20 commented on the discussion Cliches said when leaving.

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  When does it get easier?

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  Last Reply: growthhurts 05/05/2018

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  Sometimes it is still such a struggle to get through the day without missing him. I find myself wanting to text or call him. Some days I'm still wishing we could work things out, there is still a small piece of me that is holding out hope. I know that is foolish but how do you just let go of someone who has been your best friend and lover for over half your life so easily?!?Other days I realize that I don't need him, that I can live without him. But then that smal little part chimes in and says...

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  Posted: 05/03/2018

  Leftbehind20 commented on the discussion Alone after 25 years.

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  Posted: 05/02/2018

  Leftbehind20 commented on the discussion How am I gonna get through this.

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  Posted: 05/01/2018

  Leftbehind20 commented on the discussion It all blew up tonight (lengthy post).

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  Posted: 04/29/2018

  Leftbehind20 commented on the discussion Weekends are so lonely.

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  Leftbehind20 commented on the discussion It all blew up tonight (lengthy post).

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  Posted: 04/29/2018

  Leftbehind20 commented on the discussion Im scared.

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  Weekends are so lonely

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  Last Reply: kataroundtheworld 05/01/2018

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  I hate the Weekends! I can get through the week without feeling too lonely (the hardest is at night) but the weekends totally suck to be alone!! I used to love weekends cause that is when we'd have family time, date nights, etc... But it's so hard now cause I'm just reminded of what I've lost. I miss him and our old life the most on weekends. I am trying to be there for my kids but 1 is an  adult, one is almost an adult and the youngest has a busy social life. This was supposed to be our...