It's so hard

It's so hard everyday to wake up and not have the one you have spent over half your life with by your side. It is so hard to go to sleep in the bed where you used to talk about your future and dreams! It's so hard to not hear their voice, see their smile or feel their touch. 

I just wish my heart would stop hurting. I wish I could let him go as easily as he walked away from me.

But no I am still foolishly in love with him! I'm still hoping for a chance to fix things. That he will come back home to me. 

It's just so hard to let go!