I'm trying so hard
I'm trying so hard not to keep missing him. But everything reminds me of what I have lost. Waking up with out him, going to bed alone. Just having someone to talk to at the end of the day. Someone to say hey I'm here with you. It's true you really can feel at your loneliest while surrounded by others.
I'm trying not to reach out to him any more. Trying not to text him with how much I love and miss him. Man it's hard to let go of your best friend!!
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I’m so sorry you feel lonely. I want to tell you that it will get better. And it will. But I am sure that right now, in it, those words feel a million miles away. Lie in the sun on the next clear day and feel the warmth. Something real you can be thankful for. Those bits of goodness are around. You just need to refocus to see them again. Hugs. Ps. Don’t forget to breathe!