ReginaPhalange
Status: My heart still aches in sadness and secret tears still flow. What it meant to lose you, no one will ever know.
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1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? My dad2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? Yesterday 3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? Depends sometimes yes sometimes no4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? Ham5. DO...
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Yup today's the day. I have my appointment at 12 to see the senior consultant psychiatrist to discuss my options. I don't know if I'm going to be staying in or not. i've decided that if t hey offer...
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to everyone that left me comments, sent me hugs and messages, they were all appreciated and I will get round to answering everyone as soon as I feel better.I spent 7 hours at the hospital last night...
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I still feel bad today. I've pretty much cried for the past 13/14 hours now. CMHT have been out to see me and for once I was completley honest with them. I told him that I'd taken a few too many...
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I don't know what happened tonight but I just lost it. One minute I was looking for a number for the bank, th e next I was sobbing on the floor holding a knife in one hand and pills in the...
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A poem I wrote a few years back but helps me realise how far I have actually come. I just felt the need to share it. Crying into my pillow I cant scream too loud For he might hear me Beat me, hit...
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Finally about 36 hours after the first time she left DD is here!! We had a few mini disasters on the way (she ran out of petrol and had to be rescued by my other half) but she got here eventually....
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today more wedding stuff came, I've bought all my favours too now. I was organising things with my bridesmaid last night, we're doing well so far. She gets married next year so we've found comparing...
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Without even realising it I have made it almost 2 weeks without cutting. I have been so busy I haven't even had chance to think about it, and I'm so proud of myself for making it this far.I haven't...
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I've never been a girlie girl. I've always leant over to the goth/punk/rock chick end. The only make up I understand is eyeliner and mascara, the only hair colours I like are black or bright pinks...
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I've just bought my wedding dress! I'm in shock and excitement! It's just under 4 months away and I didn't realise how soon things came around
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And I've made it!!!!! I've gone a whole week resisting the urge to cut. I'm so proud of myself. Now I'm going to try for 10 days before two weeks etc. Thanks to everyone that supported me, I'm...
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I'm really irritable tonight, I don't know why. I'm hot, then I'm cold, its one of those stuffy nights. I can't sit still, I tried to go to bed but I can't get comfortable. I'm in an enormous amount...
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Today I have two great updates. First today is my fifth day without cutting! I'm almost at my goal of a week and I'm really proud of myself:) Second is a massive achievment for me. I've been trying...
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Today is day 4 of my week without SI'ing. This is the fourth day since my stitches, the fourth day since the fight with my mum, the fourth day since a lot of things really.The urge to cut was so...
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