serenity92580
Status: "It's not about how hard you can hit, it's about how hard you can get hit- and keep moving forward." -Slyvester Stallone, Rocky Balboa
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It's amazing how much room angst takes in out lives. And by angst I mean anything that isn't pleasant. It's an all encompassing term. Once I let it out- all the anger I've been holding in for...
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4/28I wish closure meant that the pain just left. I've said all I have to and now I'm just left with the hurt that remains. I miss him. I wish reality wasn't what it is. I wouldn't turn back the...
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So after I cried for about 6 hours straight yesterday I wrote him a letter. Well- I did the modern version of writing a letter- I sent him a message on FB. Here it is:"There are some things I...
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I was so hard on him when we were together I think he got the wrong idea. Ever since then I've tried so hard to show him that that isn't me. He never saw it. I kept feeling like if I tried harder...
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I was so hard on him when we were together I think he got the wrong idea. Ever since then I've tried so hard to show him that that isn't me. He never saw it. I kept feeling like if I tried harder he...
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The end of an era- half my life over- a heart broken- words unspoken- things better left unsaidIt was always you- others came but the fantasy of you remained-until tonightA part of me died - despite...
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I just made the call for weed and no one answered. All of a sudden my palms start to sweat and I feel like everything I had planned for this evening is not going to be able to be accomplished. Why? I...
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I feel so unimportant right now. I bought some stuff for my nephew for easter- not only did he not like it at all- he told me so and offered to give it back to me. That suckedThen I'm walking out...
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I'm pretty pissed off right now and I need to get it out of me. It's good friday- so it's lent and I can't eat meat. Every Friday in lent I have gone to the buffet. The reason I do so is that...
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I got a lot of negative shit floating around in my head and I wanted to get it out of me so here goes:My ex is back in town- not the abuser that we have all come to know and hate- another one. He...
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I feel fucking horrible today. I feel like I'm on an emotional roller coaster and since I carry the shame from my childhood- I hate myself for every single emotion that isn't pure bliss. Thanks...
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I have this extreme mental block against the assignment I have to do for work. It's already a week late as of yesterday. As it stands today it looks like it won't be getting done by end of...
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I feel really sad. My father has been calling me for the past few days. I just cannot stand to talk to him right now. I just can't take it. I know he doesn't mean to treat me like shit but the...
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So in my last journal entry I said that I emailed J last night. I woke up this morning and he still hadn't responded so I was happy as hell this morning. I felt so blessed that the mistake I made...
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I'm not happy right now. I don't think I ever have been. Not truly anyway. I'm going to take real steps towards making myself happy. This is no way to live my life- isolating, feeling bad...
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